One Thought Marriage: Young Master Gu, Don't Be Tsundere

Her eyes gradually lost their light, she struggled for a long time, until she was exhausted, and then let the man let go, and gave her another injection...

Lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling with empty eyes, there was no expression on her face, her dead white lips were opened, and she took a deep breath.

"Okay, the sedative is infused, let her rest for a while. Mr. Gu, it's not appropriate for you to stay in the ICU now. There is a camera in it. You don't have to worry about safety. You can accompany her when you transfer to the general ward tomorrow. .”

"Doctor Qian came to you and said that he has something to deal with. Would you like to go over there?"

Dr. Qian, Director of Pediatrics.

Gu Zhongshen pressed the center of her eyebrows, finally let go of her hand, and explained in a deep voice, "Someone is looking for him, Fourth Uncle will go over and be back soon. I will stay with you outside."

After talking for a long time, there was no response.

He finally got up and walked out in a daze.

When the light in the room disappeared, the little girl on the bed finally reacted, the eyes that had been opened all the time blinked, and the tears fell like a dike...

The ward was dim, with only a little light coming in from the small window. The man waited outside for a long time, and could clearly see the tears sliding down her pale face.

is crying.

Cry silently.

The whole person just lay on the bed indifferently, with endless tears, but his body was stiff and trembling, but he didn't make a sound from the beginning to the end.

That small body was hidden in the darkness, as if there were demons around, devouring her bit by bit.

He watched from the door, palms clasped.

For a moment, Gu Chongshen even felt that he was about to die, the surrounding air was oppressing his heart, he was so distressed that he couldn't breathe, everything in front of him seemed to be getting more and more blurred, and the things that had supported him through these three days collapsed in an instant ...

……

"Zi Nan, it's me."

In the middle of the night, Gu Chongshen was standing in the rest area of ​​the pediatric ward, and there were some crying sounds from the ward next to him, and the phone was connected.

"what happened?"

Chu Zinan didn't come over today, and now he is busy in the company. He is alone, and he is in a state of desperation.

"An'an and the child How about it?"

The man tightened his eyebrows, he had never been so weak like now, no matter how solid his body was, he couldn't bear it...

"She woke up. The child... cremated."

"Alright, if she sees her again, it will only make her sadder. This incident must have dealt a heavy blow to An'an. You can spend more time with her. The company doesn't have to worry about it. I have you."

Gu Chongshen let out a "hmm" and didn't speak for a long time.It wasn't until there was silence for a while that he opened his lips and spoke.

"She has been crying, crying very...desperately. Zinan, I don't know how to comfort her, how to explain, let alone... what else can I do for her."

"I seem... to lose her soon."

……

New Year's Eve.

In a place like a hospital, when the New Year is approaching, it is unavoidable to follow the customs. There are a few blessings posted outside the doctor's dormitory, and some people hang up a few small lanterns in the yard, saying that they will be taken down after the New Year.

The members of the Gu family have experienced sad stories that will never be forgotten in this lifetime, but many people choose to bury it deep in their hearts and never remember it again.

On Xiaonian's day, firecrackers were heard not far from the hospital. The man was wearing a black coat and was holding a lunch box in his hand.

He walked steadily, his eyes looked straight ahead, but inexplicably, his body was filled with sadness.

Until the thin body gradually disappeared into the alley, someone let out a long sigh.

"I can see him every day. Today, it's the seventh day."

"It's New Year's Eve... I don't know what happened to someone in the family, it's poor."

Gu Chongshen didn't hear the discussion behind him, he just walked straight to the hospital, got on the elevator, turned a corner, and opened the door of the ward.

A warm feeling came over him, he went in and took off his coat, and put the lunch box on the table, the chill on his body disappeared completely, replaced by a faint smile on his lips.

"I bought your favorite pork dumplings, less salt, very light. I heard the family members in the opposite ward mention it the other day, saying that it tastes very good. You should try it."

No one should.

The little body on the bed didn't respond at all. The man paused, cleaned up the bowls and chopsticks, filled the dumplings, picked them up and put them on the bedside, "Eat something, huh?"

Only then did Lu Qin'an lift his eyelids, his clear eyes showed no emotion, and his crimson lips parted, "Doctor Lin said I can get out of bed now."

"Push the wheelchair over, I'm going out."

The man froze for a second, "Where are you going?"

The two stalemate for a few seconds, the bowl of dumplings has been exuding a soft and sweet smell, but for a long time, no one moved.

Gu Zhong squinted deeply, insisted on standing beside the bed, picked up the blue and white porcelain bowl that had been put down, squirmed his cold thin lips, and opened his mouth stiffly.

"You haven't recovered yet, tell me to do it if necessary."

"Eat."

The little girl turned her face away and looked out the window indifferently.

This kind of scene has been played out many times. From the day she was transferred to the general ward, she refused to communicate with him, and she didn't even touch the food he bought. She was so childish that she would rather be infused with nutrient solution than open her mouth.

Today, it is the seventh day after giving birth. The normal cesarean section was also discharged from the hospital at this time, and she was just allowed to get out of bed.

The atmosphere between the two of them was very tense. At some point, the nurse came over, the door closed and opened again, and a cry leaked from outside.

Lu Qin'an felt a choke in his heart, and suddenly raised his face.

"I want to go out."

The man turned his back to her, his thin body was still busy and did not respond.

"Gu Chongshen, I want to go out!"

She yelled loudly and lost her composure. When the man turned around, one foot had already stepped on the cold floor, and her footsteps fell forward in a vain manner...

The man quickly caught her, and finally couldn't hide the cold emotion in his eyes, he snapped, "What the hell do you want to do! I don't know about my own body? So what if I can get out of bed, and push a wheelchair out, what else can I do besides the hospital?" Where are you going?!"

"The mortuary."

The little girl's voice was blank and clean, piercing the air, her clear eyes that were not stained with any impurities raised, and she stared at him quietly, "I want to see them."

She knew that the baby was gone, that her brother was out of breath on the spot, and that her sister gave up after struggling all night.

Gu Chongshen's hand holding her froze, and after a while, he carried her back to the bed.The thin body pressed over, and the breath on his body was intertwined with hers.

The humidifier next to the bed emits a faint white mist, covering the man's complexion, and only the loneliness on his face can be vaguely seen.

"I can't see you anymore."

After a while, he opened his mouth without any ups and downs, "It was cremated two days ago, and the newborn baby is not willing to stay in the hospital... If you want to see him, go to the western suburbs after you leave the hospital."

There are cemeteries in the western suburbs.

The little girl froze, and she didn't seem to react. It took a full minute before she took a breath and stared at him in disbelief.

"You cremated them?!"

"Why, those are my children, you don't want them, what right do you have to do that!"

The emotions that had been suppressed for seven days erupted at this moment. She shook off her hand, her eyes flushed.

"That day, there was no other choice..."

He was powerless to explain, but just looked at the little girl beside him, seeing her indifference and alienation towards him, and suddenly his heart ached, as if a piece was suddenly missing.

She was crying, with big tears falling, but there was a smile on her face.

It seems to be mocking.

"You told me that there is no choice, so what about the babies! You have to tell them that you have to give up on them completely and let Dr. Ma Lin go to rescue Qin Xuanman, is it also because there is no choice!"

Even though the pain was so painful that he was about to pass out, Lu Qin'an still remembered what he said.

He said, "Save Qin Xuanman!"

He said, "Keep the child in Qin Xuanman's stomach!"

The little girl clutched her heart tightly, she couldn't breathe due to the pain, her vision suddenly blurred, it was full of ashes...

After a while, the voice choked up.

"Gu Chongshen, I hate you so much..."

She hated him for giving up the baby, and hated him for not choosing them in the end!

But he hated himself for being sick even more, hated himself for being pushed to the ground by Qin Xuanman, hated himself for being so weak and incompetent that he couldn't protect the child!

The man's pupils widened suddenly, and he clenched his palms tightly, but he stood there all the time, and finally did not refute.

She said she hated him.

The little girl who liked to hold him, and said she loved him in his arms, hated him now.

"An An..."

"You go out, I never want to see you again."

The thin lips twitched, but Gu Zhongshen did not move.

She shrank back on the bed, and she didn't want to look at him any more. The room was obviously fully heated, but suddenly it was bitingly cold.

The man lowered his eyes, and his usual strong line of defense began to collapse at this moment. Her hatred was enough to make him crumble.

……

In the afternoon, it was still Lin Qinghuan who came to the hospital, didn't say anything, just took Lu Qin'an and pushed her to the pediatrics department.

"The baby's number is this. I lived in that incubator before, and I saw the second one from here. I stayed all night. When I came back to see it the next day, the incubator was already empty."

The nurse in charge had a soft voice and kept explaining in a low voice.

She looked at the woman in the wheelchair, knowing her situation early in the morning, and desperately trying to keep the child, but unexpectedly, an accident happened at the last moment, and none of them were left behind.

Lu Qin'an stared at the empty incubator, feeling the pain in his chest and being out of breath for a moment.

"Is she really... cremated?"

"I don't know about this. I'm on the morning shift the next day. The child is still early before I leave at night, and it disappears when I come in the morning. Even if it's gone and sent to the morgue, the parents will usually come and take a last look."

She paused, and reluctantly explained, "Maybe Mr. Gu is too sad and unwilling to meet, so let's send it directly."

I didn't dare to think about it, I heard some rumors recently that someone stole a child... No, no, no, the little girl is already dead, so it's useless to steal it, right?

"An'an, don't look at it, let's go back."

Lin Qinghuan really couldn't see this. The girl in front of her was pale and stiff, and she didn't have the slightest vitality in the past. The despair that came out of her bones made everyone's hearts ache...

The little girl nodded with no anger on her face.

"I'll be discharged from the hospital after a few more days of recuperation. It's just a year. I heard that Huo Bao has almost recovered. When he gets better, he might be able to go home with you."

Lu Qinan let out a "hmm", quietly, without making a sound.

"An An."

Lin Qinghuan stopped and squatted in front of her, "Let's...just try to smile, shall we?"