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"I hope he can live every day well..." Su Changle's eyes were in a trance, but when he spoke, he seemed to become more powerful.

She would hope that Murong Hao would be happy all his life and live on her behalf.

So, is this what Chengfeng wants to tell her?

Su Changle put his hands on his stomach, feeling the baby gradually taking shape, his heart was incredibly soft.

Seeing her actions, Lu Chengfeng breathed a sigh of relief, as long as she is willing to live a good life, no matter what, he is willing to pay anything for him!

Su Changle's life was given by Murong Hao, and Lu Chengfeng's life grew up with Su Changle, Su Changle...

Feeling the soft body in his arms, Lu Chengfeng's eyes gradually took on the wings of expectation,

I don't know what the baby will look like after it is born.

Picking up the bowl of porridge and handing it to Su Changle's mouth, the two drank it one by one, the atmosphere in the room was finally not as dull as before, and Su Changle managed to swallow several mouthfuls of porridge .

"How did you prepare for Murong Hao's funeral?" Su Changle asked, wrinkling his nose, swallowing the porridge in his mouth and suppressing his nausea.

After this period of time, Lu Chengfeng's cheeks also lost a lot of weight. Seeing that Su Changle didn't eat, he also became impatient, and his cheekbones could already be seen on his face.

"Leave the pediatrics to me to arrange this matter. You can rest well in the next two days. I have to deal with the affairs of the police station. When the affairs over there are settled, I can properly bury him. Don't worry." Lu Chengfeng's eyes were full of tenderness, he took a spoonful of porridge and handed it to Su Changle's mouth.

"Ouch..." Nausea came again, seeing her like this, Lu Chengfeng had already formed a habit, and ran to the bathroom with her in his arms.

Frowning, he said, "Why are you feeling uncomfortable again? Do you still feel uncomfortable? How about I send you to the hospital now."

Su Changle shook his hands, just about to speak, he started to vomit again.

"No, no need, I'll be fine if I take a good rest these two days."

"Huh..." He breathed a long sigh of relief, seeing her in such pain, Lu Chengfeng could only nod in agreement, "Okay."

Su Changle wanted to laugh to comfort Lu Chengfeng, but his stomach was churning again. Seeing her in such pain, Lu Chengfeng's heart felt as if he was being pulled, and he felt pain after burst.

"Having a baby is really troublesome." Lu Chengfeng looked at her distressedly, with complete love in his eyes.

I don't know why, seeing Lu Chengfeng like this, Su Changle suddenly wanted to laugh, but he smiled while crying.

A pair of tearful eyes looked at Lu Chengfeng earnestly, "No trouble, I am willing, this child is so rowdy, he must be a lively child in the future."

Thinking of the so-called poison, Su Changle felt oppressed, like a raging wave, swallowing her whole.

"I like lively ones. If it's lively, it's better to be a boy. Girls should be quiet." Lu Chengfeng looked at her with a smile, his hands were burning hot.

Su Changle nodded and smiled.

"Me too."

Lu Chengfeng buried his face in her long hair, the familiar scent made him relax a lot, so he missed the sadness in Su Changle's eyes in the mirror.

And a forced smile.

The two had a good rest in the evening, and the next day, Lu Chengfeng was going to work, and Su Changle stayed at home alone.

Looking at the things in front of her, she just felt that she couldn't lift her spirits up for anything, even in her sleep last night, she still saw Murong Hao's face.

after that……

She didn't fall asleep all night, seeing Lu Chengfeng's tired face beside her, she didn't dare to say a word, she was worried about disturbing him, what if he woke up?
He must be very tired...

During this period of time, she had been in a daze, but he didn't complain a word, and stayed with her all the time.

She was so tired that she didn't want to say a word.

If it was her who died at that time instead of Murong Hao, wouldn't he be so tired? She didn't have the slightest role in his career, and even in his life she was taken care of by him.

she's really useless...

It would be great if she was the one who died at that time, Su Changle opened his eyes, but he didn't have the slightest expression.

She can't cry anymore. The doctor said that crying too much is not good for the child, but she doesn't have the slightest strength every day. She just feels uncomfortable and wants to cry...

What should she do……

If she died, maybe there wouldn't be so many things.

Murong Hao, you shouldn't have saved me.

Throughout the day, Lu Chengfeng was busy with work in the company, while she was alone facing the empty room. If Lu Chengfeng called, she would smile and force herself to put on a face. A relaxed appearance, so that Lu Chengfeng can feel at ease.

Then, there is a long silence.

She would look at the clock on the wall every day, and then count the time with the ticking sound, and sit for a whole day. After looking at those things, she couldn't eat them no matter what, so she forced them into her mouth.

She can not eat, but the child can not.

When eating every day, this is what she thinks in her heart, her smile is becoming more and more standardized, more and more patterned, Su Changle looks at her whose eyes are gradually becoming hollow, and smiles at the woman in the mirror Come out, with a smile that is the same as usual.

She couldn't laugh anymore, so she had to practice in the mirror. After Lu Chengfeng came back, she would perform in front of the mirror, and then show the same smile as usual.

Looking at it, the person in the mirror will become Murong Hao.

After that, she never dared to look in the mirror again.

She thanked Murong Hao for saving her, but she also hated him, why was he the one who died at that time and not herself!If you die, it won't be so painful.

Every day, she lives in regret and sits withered all day.

After thinking about it, I tried my best to stuff things into my stomach. At any rate, I still knew that I was pregnant with a child, but there was no smile or tenderness in those eyes anymore.

In the past, when she looked at the child, the gleam in her eyes disappeared.

But after Lu Chengfeng came back, she would become the same as before, facing him with a smile, and at night, staring at the ceiling all night, unable to sleep at all.

Day by day, if a day or two is okay, after a long time, even Lu Chengfeng, a big man, noticed something wrong with her.

Su Changle's eyes are blue and black, and she can't sleep well every day. She dare not close her eyes or look in the mirror.

After he went to work, she sat in her room with the curtains drawn, sitting for a whole day.

When I went back, it was the same as usual.

These were all seen by Lu Chengfeng on the surveillance camera.

And this surveillance was because he saw that she was suffering every day, so he secretly sent someone to put it on. This was the first time he did such a thing.

His heart ached. Does she live this kind of life at home every day?If this is the case, she must be suffering in her heart, her eyes are dull, what should he do!
After explaining the work at hand, what he saw could no longer make him work with peace of mind.

Quickly packed up the things at hand, when Lu Chengfeng returned home, Su Changle was hugging his knees, curled up on the sofa, his eyes were extremely empty.

It took a while for Su Changle to react to the dazzling light, "Chengfeng, why are you back?"

Seeing Su Changle's reaction like this, Lu Chengfeng's tears immediately fell down, his heart throbbed in pain, as if being pinched by a big hand, even breathing was difficult.

"Why didn't you tell me? Why did you pretend to be very happy? Changle, we are husband and wife..." Lu Chengfeng's tone was full of exhaustion.

He didn't expect that his wife would hide so many things from him behind her back.

Who knows, the smile he sees when he comes home every day is how many times she has secretly practiced. Every time he thinks about it, he feels uncomfortable and has a sense of powerless panic.

"You know all about it." Su Changle's eyes drooped lifelessly, like a puppet without a soul, looking at him lightly, without the slightest bit of life in his eyes.

Lu Chengfeng nodded, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

He was lying on another sofa, his exhausted appearance made Su Changle's heart ache, and he raised his head so that the tears would not fall.

"When I go to bed every night, I will see Murong Hao when I close my eyes. I can't sleep, Chengfeng, I can't sleep..."

There was helplessness in Su Changle's tone, she was just stating an unchangeable fact.

"I also dream about him every night, but I'm too tired, so I will fall asleep when I see him in my dream." Lu Chengfeng's words are more like a cold joke, but no one agrees. Smiling, the two of them had only tiredness on their faces.

Powerless.

She couldn't eat anything, even if she forced it in, she would feel nauseated for a while, and then vomit it all out. Now she is terribly thin except for some meat on her stomach.

She knew that what he said was not a joke, he was really tired, he got up early every day, and fell asleep when he came back, but when he saw him on TV, he always looked energetic.

"If you're tired, take a good rest." Su Changle's eyes were dull, like a skeleton that had lost its soul.

Lu Chengfeng collapsed on the sofa and said, "If you feel uncomfortable, Changle, just cry."

Crying is also a way of venting emotions. Although the doctor told her to, he felt that if this continued, she would definitely go crazy!

Hearing these words, Su Changle stretched out her hand and touched her cheek. Although she didn't have a good rest these days, and she didn't eat well, her skin was naturally very good, and there were hardly any blemishes.

"But, I can't cry..." She just felt uncomfortable in her heart. Sometimes her heart beat fast, but she was pressed hard by her hands and couldn't move at all.