my naughty female president

"Hui En!"

I mustered up the courage to look up at her and speak slowly.

"You are still young, there are many things I think you still see too shallowly, you don't know some things that happened to me, I can't give you what you want! Lin Junsheng is the most suitable for you, I can It can be seen that he loves you very much, you should..."

"No, I have already told you that she is not my boyfriend. I have never loved him. I don't care if he loves me or not. I only know that I love you!" Huai En seemed to have given up completely, She completely opened her heart in front of me, and poured out her heart full of love to me!

She has blocked all her escape routes, maybe she wants to ask me for a result by using this method of putting herself to death and surviving later.She probably also clearly knew that after tonight, after she poured out all her heart, either she would be refilled with happiness, or she would become an empty shell!
I don't understand this, but I don't want to make her sad, and I can't give her any promises she wants.Seeing her teary eyes made my heart tremble.

I stood up slowly, walked to the cabinet, and took out the photo from the drawer.

"Didn't you always want to know my story? I can tell you now!" I handed the photo to Huai En.

The night is still long, enough time for me to talk slowly, so I followed the memory, and once again uncovered the scars that I don’t want to mention to others, the pain is unavoidable, but if you use this If this way of spitting out the calyx can make Huai En understand my mood, then the price is insignificant.

I started from city A. I told her about Mu Xichun, about my imprisonment, about Tibet, about Annie, and about Wei Lai...

The gate of memory was opened once again. Those past events that I thought I had forgotten were actually just a little bit of ashes stained with the years. After slightly moving my thoughts and shaking off the fine dust, I found that those memories had not gone far and were still clear. Just like it happened earlier.

Those women I once loved deeply, those careless youthful years, those rotten lives that should have been submerged in the end of time, were all preserved intact in the abyss of memory, just a little sunshine, they will be full of vitality, It made me dare not look directly at it, but I had to take it out and reorganize it.

Just to let the young woman in love in front of me understand that some feelings can be given to many people. When one person leaves, it is okay for us to pack up our mood and give it to the next person.

And once some feelings are paid, they can never be taken back. No matter how fast the time is, no matter how much the world changes, if the heart dies, it is really dead.It can no longer undertake any form of salvation, and it is no longer possible to continue to give others the expectations they want.

Huai En listened to my narration slowly and splittingly, tears streaming down her face.

She looked at me, her red and swollen eyes were full of pity, and her tone trembled slightly because she was too sad: "Uncle, let me love you for Annie! I may not have Annie's courage, I may not be good enough, But I can learn, as long as you give me a chance! Okay, uncle!"

Under the illumination of the light, Huai En's tears were crystal clear, like strings of sparkling gemstones, continuously pouring out of his eye sockets.It made my heart ache like being lingering.

I didn't know how to answer her words, so I could only be silent.

Seeing my silence for a long time, Huai En seemed to understand my attitude, and became even more sad, sitting on the edge of the bed with her hands down and crying, the quilt covering her gradually slipped off due to her body trembling.

When I put the quilt on her again, she suddenly turned around and threw herself into my arms, hugging me tightly.

I felt the trembling of her body, and my heart felt like a knife, but I didn't even have the courage to reach out and wipe her tears away.I slowly closed my eyes, and said silently in my heart: Huai En, I'm sorry!

That night, Huai En cried for a long time in my arms, and finally got tired of crying, and fell asleep in my arms, but her body was still twitching from time to time...

I gently put her back on the bed, covered her with the quilt, and looked at her somewhat pale face, which made me want to cry.

I don't know why, why God is always playing this kind of joke with me tirelessly, all I want is some ordinary life, but why even though I have already hid at the end of the world, I still can't escape my fate fetters.

I have already shouldered too many sinful debts, so that I dare not have a little desire for happiness. I am so old, I no longer have illusions about life, I just want to live this rest of my life quietly, but why do I have to Let one pure and beautiful woman appear in front of me?How can I win their favor in the end?

Or is this just another test from God?What is it trying to prove?Or is my punishment not enough, and it needs to find a reason to attack me again?But when did I do such an outrageous thing?Why can't it let me go?

I sat quietly on the stool beside the bed, the autumn wind outside the window slapped the door, making a slight sound, I heard the sound of fallen leaves being rolled up by the wind, and my heart became cold with the passage of time .

Until the sky outside the window gradually turned gray-blue, I quietly got up and went out the door, moving my legs mechanically, and started my day at a loss in the sea breeze in late autumn...

I ran back and forth along the road by the sea several times, until my underwear was soaked with sweat, and I didn't stop to sit on a rock to rest until I was exhausted from running.

When the sun struggled to climb out from the eastern horizon, as if it had finally broken free from the shackles of the night, and jumped up into the air, I dragged my exhausted body back home.

As expected Huai En really left, I waited at the beach until the sun was three poles before coming back because I didn't want to face Huai En.

Although I made it very clear last night, I'm afraid Huai En won't be able to figure it out so quickly.But as far as she is concerned, she has already spoken out her thoughts, and even if she doesn't get the answer she wants, she will no longer have the grievance that she is full of thoughts and has nowhere to say, and she will feel better after thinking about it.

As for how I should get along with her in the future, I couldn't help but feel melancholy.

It's just that I didn't expect that when I was in a dilemma about this matter, I didn't know that this matter was no longer just a matter between Huai En and me.

I saw Huai En's father in the afternoon of that day. I was reading a book in the yard, but I couldn't calm down, so I simply threw the book aside.

Huai En is the father and walked into my yard at this moment.

This is a middle-aged man in his fifties, with a pair of golden eyes, dressed in a decent nun, his whole body exudes a refined temperament of a literati, which is very consistent with his status as a university professor.

"Hello, my name is Fang Shiqin, and I am Fang Huai'en's father. Are you Mr. Wei?" He shook my hand very politely.

Only then did I know the identity of this man, so I hurriedly let him into the house and poured him a cup of tea.

"Professor Fang, please drink tea!" I handed the teacup to him with both hands.

He also took it with both hands very politely, smiled kindly at me and said, "Mr. Wei knows me?"

"Hui En once mentioned you in front of me, she told me that you are a university professor!" I answered honestly with a smile on my face.

Professor Fang took a sip of tea, then put the cup on the table, his expression became serious.

"Mr. Wei, I'm here because I want to confirm something!" He looked at me and said.

"Professor Fang, tell me!" I replied politely.In fact, the moment he finished his self-introduction, I vaguely guessed the purpose of his trip. At this juncture, I should not come to see me for other things.

"I want to know how far you and Huai En have developed?" He kept staring at me. Although he has a refined temperament and a humble attitude, he still has a natural sense of oppression, but naturally I will not be attracted by his aura. Shock, to this day I am no longer intimidated by anyone.

"Hui En and I are just acquaintances. It's okay to say that we are friends. Huai En does often come to play with me! That's all between me and her!" I replied indifferently.

Professor Fang was silent when he heard the words, and still looked at me and said, "Mr. Wei, we are smart people who don't speak secretly. Based on my recent observations of Huai En, I can be sure that Huai En already has a heart for you. This matter I don’t know if Mr. Wei knows about it!”

I sighed, and I guessed right, he really came here for his daughter's affairs.

"Professor Fang, to tell you the truth, I only found out about this last night. Last night Huai En came to me in the middle of the night and said a lot to me. She said... she said she loved me!" I said bluntly To be honest, I don't think it is necessary for me to hide him in the slightest about this matter.

"She came to see you in the middle of the night?" Professor Fang asked back, as if a little unbelievable.

"Yes, she slept with me last night, but don't think too much, believe it or not, I always treat her as a junior!" I tried my best to speak in a neither humble nor overbearing tone.

Professor Fang glanced across my face, as if to confirm the truth of my words.

He suddenly sighed.

"Based on my observation of Mr. Wei, Mr. Wei is definitely not a good liar. I believe Mr. Wei's words!

In addition to confirming this matter, I came here this time to discuss one more thing with Mr. Wei! "

"Professor Fang, please speak up if you have something to say!"

Professor Fang sighed for a long time before saying: "I don't know if Huai En has told you that Huai En is very talented in oil painting, and she is considered outstanding in China, but I want her to go to the United States for further studies. Studies! Originally, Huai En and I had made an agreement at first, although she was somewhat resistant, but finally agreed.

But just recently, the United States finally had a beautiful eye, but Huai En suddenly changed his mind, saying that he would never go to the United States again!

At first she was reluctant to tell us the reason, but I didn't know the reason until half a month ago when she went home with her foot injured and recuperated! "

I listened quietly, and didn't say anything to answer, because he hadn't finished speaking.

"Father Mo Ruo, a well-known daughter, her mother and I can see from her words and demeanor that Huai En must have something on her mind that makes her unwilling to go to the United States.

Until her mother inadvertently discovered that Huai En seemed to be acting strangely to a painting she had drawn before.During the half month of recuperating at home, she would take out the painting from time to time, or stare at the painting in a daze, or giggle inexplicably, even she would hug the painting even to sleep!
But no matter how we asked her, she didn't say anything. In the end, Junsheng told us. He said that you had been taking care of Huai En before he came, so I came here to have a look.

The moment I saw you just now, I understood everything. If I guessed right, the man in that painting is you!It turned out that this was the reason why Huai En didn't want to go to America! "