my naughty female president

I quietly waited for the old monk to finish his evening class. He got up and recited the Buddha's mantra with his palms folded towards me.

"The benefactor has not been here for a long time!" The old monk sighed quietly.

"There is a definite number of origin and extinction, too much obsession will only increase troubles, the benefactor should take it easy!" He let me sit on the chair next to the Buddhist hall.

"Master, is there really a land of Jialan in this world?" I asked sadly.

"The so-called Jialan is just the pure land in the heart. If you can let go, why not Jialan? Alas!" the old monk sighed.

"How can the master let go?"

"The so-called ugliness, hatred, prejudice and desire in the world are all because of a greedy word. People always want to get more, and they keep pursuing because they are not satisfied, so they fall into the desperate situation created by themselves without knowing it!"

"They forget that when we came into this world, we were empty-handed, and when we left, we also had nothing. No matter how much we ask for, we are just looking for troubles. The comfort that the world strives for is often counterproductive, and it makes us exhausted! Human life is only one day. It's just a scoop of food and drink, but the world often forgets this! Alas!" He sighed again.

The old monk spoke slowly, with a vicissitudes of life and a compassionate voice. I suddenly felt that if I could be by his side and be a monk away from common things, even though I don't understand Buddhism, if I can escape from the world and stop stepping into the world of mortals, that would be fine. A great home!

"I've already hated everything in the world, can the master accept me as a disciple and shave me? I would like to spend my whole life devoutly worshiping the Buddha without caring about worldly affairs!" I suddenly said in a depressed mood!
"Alas!" This was his third sigh.

"If there is a Buddha in your heart, why don't you practice it! Why stick to one place! The donor has a Buddha heart, but the world is not over, so why be too persistent, everything is as good as the heart!"

"Master, I have lost everything, and I have not asked for anything. I came here to bid farewell to the master, but I have nowhere to go. Why did the master say that I am not destined to die?" I was puzzled.

"The reason why the benefactor is miserable is because he has lost something, so he wants to escape from the world. In fact, he just wants to escape, not to see through the world of mortals! The Buddha and all living beings are destined, and to live is to practice, but everyone's understanding is different!"

I was silent.

"Since the benefactor has no direction, then turn around and go east. There is a sea there, and you should be able to be reborn there!"

After he finished speaking, he turned to look at me, smiled compassionately and said, "Although I can't shave you, I can cut off the three thousand strands of affliction for you. It's time for the benefactor to cut your hair!"

As he said that, he took out a piece of yellow silk cloth around my neck and began to cut my hair. My hair has grown to my shoulders and has not been taken care of for several months. It seems to him that I can't bear it!

I was silent, I didn't expect Uncle Jiu to tell me this when he left, and now the old monk is also saying the same!

The old monk began to cut my hair, and with the click of the scissors, I seemed to feel a certain innate sense of separation, which I had never felt before!This is probably also due to the mood.I sat facing the Buddha statue, and the air was filled with the smell of sandalwood, and I suddenly felt a sense of reproach!
Strands of hair gently fell to the ground, and only then did I realize that there were gray hairs mixed in the black hair!
It turns out that I am so old...

The next morning, when everyone was still sleeping, I quietly took the first bus to the provincial capital. Before getting on the bus, I looked back at this border town where I had stayed for nearly four years for the last time, feeling desolate in my heart. !
At the beginning I thought I had finally found my home for the rest of my life, but now that I left sadly, I realized that this place is just another station for me, and I have to leave when it’s time to leave. Even the mood is the same...

When I arrived at the provincial capital railway station, I bought a train ticket for myself to the easternmost part of the motherland according to the old monk's guidance. I only confirmed that place after looking at the map before leaving.

I don't know if I can really find new students as the old monk said, but I still did what he said, and I even chose the destination precisely on the same level as my current location.This made me understand that although I no longer care about gains and losses, I am still a little apprehensive about the unknown. I am so cautious just to abide by the old monk's words, and I dare not make the slightest deviation!
After I bought the ticket, I realized that I came a little too early, and there were still three hours before the departure.Looking at the starting time on the ticket, I calculated in my heart that this journey will take dozens of hours.So I went to the supermarket near the station to buy myself some food and water for the trip.

I came to the shelf with buckets of instant noodles. When I took a few buckets of instant noodles and was about to leave, I suddenly heard the sound of someone chatting in the next shelf. From the content of their conversation, I can probably judge that it should be a family of three. parents and daughter.

At first I didn't pay attention, it was the content of their conversation that stopped me.

The daughter said: "Several of my classmates want to hear your opinion on this issue. I have already asked them to come to our house tomorrow. Dad, you will tell them in person."

Father's voice sounded a little old, but his voice was very powerful. He said: "You can ask your tutors for academic questions, come to ask me for advice, will you be a little disrespectful to them?"

The daughter said with some pride: "Our mentor is not as authoritative as you, the director of the Geological Bureau and the professor of the Geology College. They have already consulted the mentor, but they want to hear your opinion, Professor Wei!"

At this time, the mother said: "Yes, Jianguo, anyway, tomorrow is the weekend, let Xiaoli bring her classmates to visit at home, if they have any questions, you can tell them well, it is also a kindness to them Academics are helpful!" The woman's voice was gentle and virtuous, which made people feel at ease.

I didn't intend to listen to their conversation, but when I heard their conversation, my head suddenly buzzed, which made me stop involuntarily!Professor Wei?Founding?These words keep reappearing in my head, and this name has long been imprinted in my heart, so that I have never forgotten it for a moment.How can I not be shocked when I hear it now?
I walked slowly to one end of the shelf, and when I saw that man, my heart beat violently!With just one glance, I can be sure that the man in front of me is the one who disappeared after I was one year old.

Although I couldn't remember his appearance at the time, I could tell from the one-inch black-and-white photo of him and his mother that the man in front of me was him. Although his figure and appearance had changed a lot, I Knowing it was him, I would never be mistaken!

Before that, I had imagined the scene when I met him countless times, but now this scene is something I have never expected.

The moment I saw him, I suddenly felt that time was the fairest, and it would not miss anyone, even though he escaped the waiting of his wife, the expectation of his son, and the responsibilities of the family, But he could not escape the punishment of time.

That man named Wei Jianguo, he was wearing a pair of gold-rimmed glasses.The hairline is slightly extended, and the hair is combed back meticulously, but there are also gray hairs on the temples. He is old...

He is slightly fat but not fat.He is over fifty years old, but he looks radiant, and his temperament looks mature and introverted, with a kind of precipitation that has been baptized by life.

The woman next to him was dressed gracefully and had a quiet appearance. Her fair face was paired with exquisite makeup, which properly covered up the traces of time on her face. She looked no more than forty!From her appearance, one can probably tell that she must have been an extremely beautiful woman when she was young.

His daughter is tall and lively, and has perfectly inherited her mother's beautiful face and her father's height advantage.She was wearing a nylon coat with a shoulder bag on her shoulder. She was looking through the goods on the shelves while chatting with her father in a proud tone. From her tone, it could be seen that her father was her pride.

It turned out that this was his family, and this was the reason why he abandoned his wife and children!
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My breathing became short, and the blood rushed to my head. I stood blankly at one end of the shelf, watching them talking and laughing as they picked out the food on the shelf. It looked warm and sweet, but my heart The deepest wound has been quietly torn...

But apparently they didn't notice me, or even look at me.

I have imagined the situation when I met him countless times, and I even rehearsed every situation countless times in my brain.But when that man really appeared in front of me, the continuously surging blood still made my head slightly dizzy.

Fortunately, I was calm enough and did not reveal anything wrong. Fortunately, they were immersed in the joy of getting along with their families, and they did not notice that a stranger next to them was gradually becoming short of breath.

I turned around and went to the other side of the shelf. Taking advantage of the blocking of the shelf, I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, trying to calm my mood.

Then I walked up to him and pretended to be slightly surprised and said to him: "You are Professor Wei from the Geological Bureau? I didn't expect to meet you here. It's my honor!" After speaking, I stretched out my hand to him.

He looked at me, looking a little puzzled, he didn't know what I meant by saying this, and he didn't know why I knew him!
He obviously doesn't know me, of course he doesn't know me!And who can imagine from the face of a one-year-old child what he will look like thirty years from now!
Even though my body has the same blood as his!

He reached out his hand and shook my hand and asked doubtfully, "Who are you?"

"I am a graduate of the College of Geology, and I am also engaged in geological research. Professor Wei's geological research and insights into Tibet have always been the subject of our research. My colleagues and I admire you very much. Thinking of meeting Professor Wei in this place, it is a real honor for me!"

I hardly changed my face when I said these words. Over the years, I have envisioned similar scenes countless times. I don’t know how many times I have copied these words in my heart, so naturally there will be no mistakes!

He smiled modestly and said: "I don't dare to be a role model. It's just a waste of time in this area. You young people should have your own opinions. If you rely too much on the achievements of your predecessors, you may be misled. Maybe!"

I smiled at him and said, "Professor Wei, do you have time? I have a few questions that I would like to ask Professor Wei. Can you find a place to sit and let you solve my doubts?"

He pondered for a moment, then looked at his wife and daughter!

His wife smiled at me kindly, and then said to her husband: "You go, Xiaomeng and I will go shopping by ourselves for a while, and see you at the door later!"

With his wife's permission, Wei Jianguo reached out his hand and said, "Okay, young man, let's find a place to chat!"