my naughty female president

I buried Annie by the bank of Cangyongcuo Lake. This was the cemetery I chose for myself. Unexpectedly, Annie came here before me...

Everyone from the town who knew Annie and me came to the funeral, and there was a long queue for the funeral. There were no firecrackers, no music troupe, no soul-inviting banners...

There is only silence... only the round ghost coins flying all over the sky...

Everyone quietly mourned for Annie, and many people who knew Annie couldn't help crying secretly!Annie has been here for many years, and they are more familiar with Annie than I am. Who would not feel sorry for a kind and beautiful woman like Annie?

The burial pit has been dug, and when the coffin of Populus euphratica was put down, Dabin, several other bar singers and other members of the bar could hardly stand up crying. The kind Anne took them in when they were at their worst, and let them join the bar to share Give them shares in the joint venture!They have the deepest affection for Anne...

I stood silently in front of the grave, and slowly put Annie's diaries and the Canon camera into the grave!This is Annie's most beloved thing. With their company, Annie will not be too lonely along the way!

I cut off a corner of my clothes and put it in the grave together!This is the custom of my hometown in Hanzhong, so that Annie will be able to find me with this piece of clothing in the next life, so that after we have experienced life and death in the world and passed through the endless void, we can continue the fate of the previous life again!

Because I have promised Annie that I will wait for her in the afterlife...

When the soil was covered, the old monk on the mountainside on the east bank came uninvited. I don't know how he got the news of Annie's death. I don't want to ask about this situation anymore!

The old monk staggered all the way, shaking the prayer wheel. While everyone was covering the earth and filling the hole, he recited the mantra for Annie...

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The tomb was filled with shovel after shovel of soil, the coffin was slowly covered, and then gradually raised, and in a short while it became a brand new tomb...

Then the tombstone was erected, with Anne's name and her date of birth and death engraved on the tombstone, and a black-and-white photo was inlaid on the top of the tombstone. She faced Cang Yongcuo and smiled quietly!

I have asked Dabin to retrieve the body of General Wei. I also dug a shallow grave for it next to Annie’s tomb. I want it to continue to guard Annie. I believe it will be a loyal guardian. , just like it did in life!
I quietly watched Anne's tombstone!
Since then, there has never been a woman named Anne in this world, and there has never been a...

People can only know that this woman named Anne once came to this world from the bits and pieces of information on the tombstone. As for her life, no one knows...

I stood beside the tomb silently, without making a move, and without crying!I have shed too many tears these days, my tears have been drained!

Sadness is certainly sad, but more of it is the numbness after the death of the heart!I no longer feel the tearing pain!Tears can no longer flow out!
……

The mourners left gradually, and the old monk also left after paying eleven rites to me!
Dabin stood beside me silently, his eyes were red, his eyelids were swollen like a walnut, and his face was full of beards. These days, he was almost the one presiding over Anne’s funeral, but he was just like me. sad!
"Brother Sheng! You can cry if you want to!" Dabin said calmly.

I slowly turned my head to look at him with a sad smile, and asked him: "Dabin, do you think Annie's soul is still with us at this moment, but we can't see her..."

Dabin's red and swollen eyes were wet again, he took my arm and said sadly: "Brother Sheng, Sister Annie is dead, if there is a soul, then her soul has already gone to heaven!"

"Really...why do I still feel that Annie is by my side?" I said slowly.

"Brother Sheng..."

"Dabin, you go back first, go back and see Wei Lai, and bring her back! I...I want to stay with Annie again!" I said to Dabin in a silent tone.

Dabin sniffed, patted my shoulder and left silently!
But before he reached the top of the mountain, he turned around and handed me the phone with a sad expression.

"Brother Sheng, the number of the police station!"

I took the phone.

"Mr. Wei, we have caught those three gangsters, do you want to come over to confirm?" A strange voice came from the receiver.

I stood in the cold wind with my mobile phone for a long time without moving, and after a long while I silently hung up the phone.

It was too late, my Anne had already left me, even if I delayed those three people ten thousand times, my Anne would never come back to me...

I came to Anne's tombstone and knelt down slowly. I stretched out my almost unconscious hand and stroked the small photo on that side!Looking at her smiling face, my heart is desolate!
Annie, your life has been miserable, and even your death is so tragic. When did your catastrophe start?

You blocked that knife for me?Is your flight delayed?Is it the thought that you are determined to wait for my arrival here?Or as early as the night of November [-], [-]?Could it be that from that moment on, today's doom was already doomed?
If you hadn't met me, where would you be now?What are you doing?
Since meeting me was the beginning of your sorrow, and even cost your life in the end, don't you ever regret it for a moment?

Even at the last moment of your life, you are still looking forward to meeting me in the next life!Is it really worth it?
If everything could be repeated, I would rather reject you at the cost of making you sad again. I would rather let you wait for seven years than see you again. I would rather bear all the sadness than die in November [-] I met you in four nights...

Annie, are you really on your way to heaven?Or is it already in heaven?Will it snow there?Your body is so thin, will you be cold...

A few days ago, I was complacent and felt that fate would finally let me go and stop joking with me. I even felt that my life really seemed to have a chance to be happy...

It turns out that nothing has changed, fate has never forgotten me, I am still a doll in its hands, it deliberately gave me a little hope, and then quietly watched me fall into a more desperate struggle!
I should have known earlier that I shouldn't have that damn hope at all!

The so-called happiness, I can never get it...

Sitting in Da Bin's arms, Wei Lai stared blankly at the gate, until she saw me returning to the silversmith's shop with frost on her head, she broke free from Da Bin's arms and ran towards me!
I squatted down, and Wei Lai threw herself into my arms, her big eyes filled with tears instantly.

Wei Lai, who has not seen me for a few days, was probably a little uneasy and apprehensive, but when he saw me again, he burst into tears of grievance!

Looking at Wei Lai's continuous tears, I felt a pang of sadness in my heart, and hugged Wei Lai's small body.

"Father, why don't you let me go home? Don't you want Wei Lai?" Wei Lai asked me, sobbing and sobbing.

My heart ached, and I lost my voice and said, "No Wei Lai, no, why would Dad not want Wei Lai! Wei Lai is everything to Dad! How could Dad not want Wei Lai!"

Thinking that I had just agreed to Wei Lai to let Annie be her mother a few days ago, the scene at the time seemed to have just happened, but Annie and us were separated by yin and yang, and I felt a sense of grief rising from my numb heart.

I looked at Wei Lai and said solemnly, "Can Wei Lai promise Dad that no matter what happens in the future, Wei Lai will not leave Dad?"

Wei Lai could probably feel my sadness from my expression, she stretched her small arms and wrapped her arms around my neck, sobbing, "Wei Lai will never leave Dad, Wei Lai will never leave Dad..."

I heard Wei Lai's extremely firm answer, I couldn't collapse anymore, I hugged Wei Lai tightly, my nose was sore, and tears dripped down my face!

Wei Lai, my daughter, the only father left is you...

The haze in the sky finally dissipated with Annie's departure. It seemed that the snow was only to set off the sadness of Annie's death, and it returned to clearness after the mourning.

The sun has risen again, shining on the snow that has not yet melted, which is dazzling. With the sun re-dominating the sky, the cold wind has joined in at the right time, and the weather seems to be getting colder...

Annie is gone, and half of my soul is also taken away at the same time. My already crippled soul is even more crippled now!
These days I have to sit by Cangyong Cuo almost every day, because Annie is there.

I often sit for a day, and I pick up the alcohol that I quit for several years.Every time I go to Anne's grave, I will bring a bottle of wine, and when I get drunk, I will fall asleep against Anne's tombstone, and it will be when I wake up.

I often sat alone in Anne's bar until late at night, until the stars in the sky fell one by one, and I returned to the silversmith's shop drunk!
Under my wanton treatment, my stomach finally relapsed. It was said that it was a relapse, but it was never better at all. It was just that I took care of it in every possible way so that it could not show its expression. Now it finally no longer tolerates it.

My stomach often has violent spasms, which lead to severe coughing.Dabin often persuaded me not to drink anymore with a look of impatience when I was coughing so badly that I couldn't straighten up!

I know he can't bear to see me like this, but he won't understand, otherwise, I hardly know how to get through the nights after long days, and the days after sleepless nights!Only in this way can I numbly continue to support my lingering life and live on!
Only when I see Wei Lai, I can't help but blame myself...

Wei Lai is very well-behaved these days, she no longer pesters me to take her out to play, and no longer makes it difficult for me to tie her beautiful little braids for her.At night, when she sees that I haven't slept for a long time, she will silently follow Dabin to sleep. You must know that this is absolutely impossible before that!
She never once asked me why Aunt Annie, who was with her every day before, suddenly disappeared, and she didn't even seem surprised that General Wei disappeared!
I know that Wei Lai, who is smart and sensible, must have known the news of Annie's departure. Although I have told Da Bin to tell Boss Li not to let Wei Lai run out to see all this, the town is so big, How could she, who is so smart, really not know what happened?
Wei Lai's sensibility and maturity make me feel heartbroken. Every time I come back from the bar late at night, I want to cry when I see her lying obediently in Dabin's bed and sleeping. I really want to hug her up to me. However, I couldn't bear to let her and I sleep on that cold bed that might not be warm all night.

Although Annie's departure made me sad, I understand that I can't go on like this, at least I still have Wei Lai, and I can't treat Wei Lai so irresponsibly.

I once told Wei that I only have her left...