my naughty female president

Just when I was silent in my own thoughts, the pendulum clock on the wall suddenly rang, pulling me back to reality from the flying memory.

I looked at the house again, and was surprised to find that it didn't look like it hadn't been lived in for a long time.

There are several pairs of shoes neatly placed on the shoe rack by the door, and a pair of fluffy cat ear slippers. I know this is Mu Xichun's favorite style. Probably the owner left in a hurry and didn't have time to tidy them up. One slipper overturned and the other ran under the shoe rack.

In the fish tank next to the cabinet, two golden fishes are swimming around boredly, and a turtle at the bottom is motionless with its head curled up. It seems to have fallen asleep and seems to be staring at me all the time. I didn’t have this when I left. fish tank, so it doesn't know me.

There were two thermos bottles on the cabinet, and I gently unplugged them, and a plume of white smoke came out immediately!
I was stunned for a moment before I realized that this place was not uninhabited as I thought.

Thinking that the owner might come back at any time, I remembered my reason for coming.

Thinking of this, I hastily opened the canvas bag, divided the 10 yuan borrowed from Xiangdong into two piles and put them on the tea table in front of the sofa, and gently placed the room key next to the money.

I originally wanted to leave a note, and I even bought a pen and paper at a convenience store on the roadside outside, but I just held the pen but didn't know what to write!After a moment of hesitation, I finally gave up!

Presumably, when she saw the key, she must have known who had been there, because there was still a small animal charm she bought hanging on the keychain.Then she naturally understands that the 10 yuan is my repayment to her!

I lent her the money back then, and I planned to use the money to make up for what I owed Annie over the years, but I didn't expect that it would be self-defeating and hurt Annie deeply!The 10 yuan was also thrown out of the window by Annie who was desperate...

After finishing all this, I picked up my canvas bag and fled out of the house, but when I ran to the door, I suddenly stopped.It must have been several years of prison life that made me used to tidiness, so I accidentally squatted down and placed the pair of slippers neatly on the ground next to the shoe rack, then locked the door, turned around and went downstairs.

After doing this, my mood suddenly relaxed, and it seemed that I had finally let go of the burden I had been carrying all along!

At this point, I have finally completely cut off all ties to this place!

Then my mood returned to silence, and from now on, I don't think there will be anything that can make my heart beat faster!

After I went downstairs, I walked on the winding green avenue of the community that I had walked through countless times, and the feeling of familiarity made me feel sad!This past year is probably forever!

Just when I was desolately thinking about my future life, a car slowly drove up from the gate of the community. Judging from the silhouette of the people in the car through the window glass, there was only one person in the car, and this was a woman. And then I saw the car: a Porsche Cayenne with a big number plate of nines.

I was taken aback for a moment, and subconsciously looked around, trying to find a place to hide.But I woke up immediately. If I didn't look at my appearance at this moment carefully, probably no one would connect me at this moment with who I used to be, not to mention that I was still wearing a hat.

Thinking of this, I regained my composure. I didn't dodge at all, I just reached out and pressed the brim of my hat!

Sure enough, when the Porsche passed me, the people in the car didn't even look at me, and drove straight to the parking lot not far away.

I didn't want to stay longer and wanted to leave here immediately, but for some reason I had the urge to see her. Of course, I would never go up to meet her face to face. I just wanted to see her from a distance. She glanced at her, even though I knew it was meaningless to do so, and probably it would be a sin for me to look at her more now, but my footsteps stopped involuntarily.

I dodged and hid behind a row of cypress trees on the side of the road and looked far away at the place where the Porsche was parked.At this moment, the car has been parked, the side of the body is facing me, and I can just see the figures of the people in the car through the window.

After parking the car, she sat quietly in the car for a while, and then lay down on the steering wheel with her arms as a pillow, her hair was loose and messy, and she looked very tired. There is an inexplicable sadness in people. For some reason, seeing this scene, my heart felt like a very thin thorn touched my heart. It hurt very slightly, but it quickly returned to numbness.

After about 2 minutes, the person in the car finally raised her head. She reached out to stroke her hair, and then opened the door after a moment of silence.

is her!That's right, she was still as beautiful as before, and seemed to have added a touch of the charm of a mature woman, but there seemed to be a hint of loneliness in her expression.

I don't know why Xiangdong didn't go home with her, maybe he has other things to do or he's on a business trip, I think!
Is she feeling lonely because her husband is not around?Or is it tiring her because of company affairs?

Seeing her getting out of the car, I hurriedly hid behind the cypress trees. Even though she might not see me, I still hid instinctively.

She closed the car door and gently shook her hair behind her. Then she lifted the satchel on her shoulder and walked towards the elevator with her head slightly lowered.

I watched her enter the elevator. After the elevator door closed, I hurried out from behind the cypress tree. I didn't dare to stay too long, and hurried out of the community.

I'm afraid I won't leave again, and I'm afraid she will find the money and keys in the house again after seeing it. If she recognizes her, what should I say to her in this situation?

So as soon as he left the community, he stopped a taxi, got into the car and drove away from here...

In this way, it can be regarded as the end of my last relationship with her. Although I know that she doesn't care about these meaningless old accounts, all I have to do is to leave cleanly. This is for myself. an account of.

The taxi was driving on the night-shrouded road, and my mood was both relaxed and lonely. The relaxed feeling was that I no longer owed others, and the lonely thing was that this represented the real end of a period of life. It will be a fresh start...

The taxi took me to the train station, even though it was late at night, I just wanted to leave as soon as possible, I thought there might be a passing train that could take me away from this place...

When I came to the train station, I found that all the lights at the ticket window had been turned off. I couldn't help but feel a little dazed, and suddenly saw a row of machines next to the ticket office, which said automatic ticket vending machine.

I couldn't help being stunned. After several years of isolation from the world, I finally felt the disconnection between me and the world. This world has already quietly changed when I was sweating for my life. It turns out that ticket sales no longer need people... …

I clumsily followed the prompts, carefully operated this machine I had never seen before, and finally let me buy a train ticket!

This is a train ticket to go home. Although home is no longer home, my mother is still there.It has been nearly four years, and now it is March in the world again. I wonder if the world where my mother lives is also in full bloom?I don't know if she will remember that her beloved azalea has already dyed the hills red?Would she scold his widowed young son for not seeing her in years?

When I was about to board the train, I stood on the platform and looked back at the city for the last time. Under the night sky, skyscrapers pierced into the sky, rendered somewhat magical by the night lights, like a bridge connecting heaven and earth. The easier it is to get to the top, the easier it is to forget that you originally belonged to this earth made of mud!
The clock on the landmark clock tower next to the train station is still turning tirelessly. How many gatherings and departures, how many changes in the world, after all, with the rolling of the gears, they will never return. The promise of love became a harmless joke after all, until finally all went to the other side that can only be remembered.

The happy times that I didn't want to forget, and the calamity that I always thought I couldn't get past, now think about it, it's just a passing cloud.Those who hated will be forgiven in the end, and those who cherished will be forgotten in the end...

Mother's grave has been covered by weeds, and only the outline can be seen faintly.The tombstone was also weathered with tiny cracks.The four cypress trees I planted on both sides of the tombstone are now shoulder to shoulder with me, thin and desolate.

Seeing this scene, I suddenly felt sad and guilty. I took out the paper money I bought and cleared an open space in front of the tombstone. I knelt on the ground and began to burn paper for my mother.

A gust of mountain wind brought the burned ashes swirling around me, unwilling to leave for a long time.

Thinking of the many sufferings my mother suffered during her lifetime, it seems that all I can do for her now is to place my hope on this endless and omniscient universe. As in the legend, there is an untouchable existence across the void. connect.

I murmured for my mother, and tears flowed out of my eyes unconsciously. The flames in front of my eyes scattered indistinctly, dancing like a dance. In the light of the fire, I seemed to see my mother's face...

It took me half a day to finally clean up the weeds around my mother's grave, and then I folded a large bunch of azalea and placed it in front of my mother's grave.

The mountain wind blows, and the fragrance of azalea mixed with the smell of green grass and soil makes me a little fascinated.

After many years, I returned to this familiar land, and I still feel an indescribable kindness, as if I have found my roots again after experiencing all this!

Only here can I feel an unprecedented tranquility, which comes from the bottom of my heart. I know that after experiencing so many vicissitudes of life, my mood has quietly changed.

I sat beside my mother's tombstone, leaned against the tombstone, felt the gentle caress of the spring breeze, and breathed in the air mixed with the fragrance of flowers, all of which made me feel a sense of rebirth!

I think of the days when I lived with my mother, my mother's face from young to old, and my mother's difficult fate. Now it seems that it is finally my turn to continue writing my mother's fate, and continue to walk alone in this cold world ...