my naughty female president

The weather is getting hotter and hotter. In Asong's words: "It's the most difficult time again!"

Although I no longer need to work hard to transport goods, staying in the iron warehouse all day still makes me feel as if I am being cooked. As for Asong Xiaotang who is exposed to the scorching sun, you can imagine.

The more in this state, the slower time seems to pass.I remember who once asked me a very philosophical question. If you feel that it is hard, then give you the money you should earn in a year, and then send you to a year later in an instant, so that you will not experience this year. life, do you want to do it?I thought about this question carefully at the time, and finally shook my head and said I would not do it!

If you ask me this question now, then I will definitely choose yes!The reason for this is probably that some things can’t stand comparison at all. In the past, I didn’t really think that it was suffering in my heart. Even if it was, it was within the range that I could accept. It's nothing compared to my suffering!

Later, I checked this sentence deliberately, and there is actually a second half of this sentence. If I answered yes at the beginning, then he would continue to ask the next question.

Here, readers and friends, we might as well do an experiment. Now please close your eyes and think carefully about the above questions, and answer them.If you feel bitter and are willing to take one year's income to come a year later in an instant, then please read the following questions now.

If you were given the money you should earn in your lifetime, and then let you reach the last year of your life in an instant, would you do it?

The first question is to choose friends who are willing, and you will probably fall into contemplation here.In fact, the conditions of the questions are all the same, and everyone’s choices will be the same in theory, but the answer does not seem to be the case!

In fact, this experiment is nothing more than trying to tell us that although life is just a process from birth to death, the point is not life or death, but the experience of this process!Whether it is suffering or happiness, we will choose to live!

So if this question is asked to me now, I will choose to go back a year later without hesitation, because this experience will not make me laugh even when I recall it in my seventies.

The college student probably has seen through his whole life, and in desperation, he chose to agree to the second question without hesitation...

Summer finally passed in torment, and autumn also came and went. When the first snow fell, Ah Sung left after serving his sentence!
He was supposed to finish his sentence in the spring of next year, but because of his positive performance, he bid farewell to us four months earlier.

Before leaving, he shook hands with us one by one and said goodbye with tears in his eyes. He also left an address, telling us to find him after we go out!
On the day he left, due to freezing rain and falling snow, the truck could not get on the road and the factory did not start work.Several people in our prison cell sat silently in their own shops, both happy for Ah Song's departure, and sad for no reason at all!
Ah Song has never been like other security officers, who has given full play to the little bit of power bestowed on them by the prison.Safety officers are responsible for arranging the work of their team members in the factory, and some people will use this power to make themselves as comfortable as possible.

But Ah Sung has never been like this. He is a warm-hearted and straightforward man. Not only will he not work less than us when he works, but he will often let us rest when the goods are not available because of his own strength. Doing it alone moved the other members of our group very much!
For a long time, we have gradually gotten used to it, but when he suddenly left us one day, we suddenly felt extremely lost, like a group of children who lost their adults, feeling a little helpless!

The prison cell was surprisingly quiet that night. Although no one fell asleep, no one spoke.In the middle of the night, I faintly heard the long hair sleeping on my upper bunk sobbing faintly, which made my nose a little sore!

It's another year of flowers falling, and another year of geese coming!Even though the time was tough, another spring and autumn finally passed unhurriedly.

I refused all visits during this year, because I had made up my mind to never see Mu Xichun again. In order to absolutely avoid meeting her, I chose not to see anyone.

I think my decisive attitude will let her know that I don't intend to have anything to do with her anymore!
In the winter of the second year, I was summoned by the prison leader, and I got a four-month sentence commutation. This made me gradually return to a calm mood, which caused some waves, and made me suddenly feel a little bit about my dead life. fluctuation!
In the winter of the third year I was summoned again and my sentence was reduced again, this time for six months!
After this time, I couldn't help but secretly calculated a time account in my heart. I have been sentenced to a ten-month commutation of my two-year imprisonment. .

In more than two years, except me and Xiao Tang in our No. [-] Prison, the rest of the people have all left, first A Song, then Xiao Tang, and finally the second eldest, Uncle Li!Uncle Li is an old prisoner. Before I came here, he had been here for six years, and he was released after serving his sentence in the autumn of the third year!
Three people left, and three more came. Xiao Tang, as the oldest prisoner in the file, has been performing well, so he became the security officer of our prison number.

During this period, Xiao Tang also received two commutations. Due to the particularity of his case, each commutation was only three months, but he was still very excited.

Over the past two years, more than half of the prison's original eighty-odd people have left. Of course, their vacancies will naturally be filled by newcomers, so the number of people in the prison has always remained within a range that does not fluctuate too much.

The factory finally stopped operating for some unknown reason in the summer of the third year. I found out later that it was because of a technological breakthrough in the smelting process. Our low-efficiency and backward-technical production process is no longer suitable for the current Development trend, so it is naturally eliminated by the times.

This is naturally a good thing for us, at least I can't find a more toil than this!

After the smelter closed down, the work it replaced was much easier, and there was no need to go out to work every day, and all the work was done by hand, such as assembling the remote control of a lighter, or labeling a small glass bottle that I don’t know what to do. We even peeled peanuts by hand for three months in the spring of the fourth year.

This simply added a touch of color to our boring prison life. Later, we learned from the prison guards that the peanuts we peeled were originally used as seeds, because the peanuts peeled by the machine will be damaged by extrusion to some extent, and the germination rate will be greatly reduced. Drops must be peeled off manually to be used as seeds.

Only then did I understand why when I was young, my mother would sit by the brazier and peel peanuts with a dustpan when the winter was slack.

In the winter of my fourth year in prison, the warden found me again, and from his mouth I finally got the exact date of my last date for the first time.I can leave in four months!
After four years, I finally rekindled my longing for freedom for the first time. Thinking that I could really leave here in four months, my emotions were no longer under control, and two lines of hot tears flowed out of my eyes instantly.This is the first time I have shed tears in several years of prison life!
After four years of hard support and more than 1000 days of suffering, after experiencing the life-threatening and fatigue of life and death, a ray of dawn finally lit up in my heart!Did I make it to the end after all?Am I about to be free?

How can this not make me feel excited!
The warden told me that I could notify relatives and friends in advance to pick me up, but I refused.There was no other reason, I was just afraid of seeing Mu Xichun, although in the past three years, I only saw her on the first visiting day, and I refused all visits.But I still can't be sure if she knows the specific time of my release, will she appear in front of me on the day I get out of prison, so I rejected the warden's kindness!
I just want to get out of here quietly, and then leave quietly, maybe I will meet Xiangdong, as for Mu Xichun, I think it's better not to see each other...

Xiao Tang's sentence has been reduced to ten years. Although the crimes he committed are the least commuted sentences, there is still a long time to come, and there will still be many opportunities for commutation. According to my estimate, if there are no accidents, there will be another four or five years. He can also walk out of here this year!
After Xiao Tang learned of my release date, he cried and laughed for a while. I can understand his mood, because I was in this mood when Ah Song left.

In the past few years, the relationship between me and Xiao Tang Asong was the best, especially after A Song left, Xiao Tang and I almost became good friends who talked about everything!
Seeing him crying and laughing, I couldn't help but joked: "If you do this again, I won't want to leave! How about I find someone to fight and stay with you for a while longer?"

Xiao Tang punched me and said, "Aren't you stupid in jail? I'm happy for you! Go out and do a good job first, and then I'll go out and rely on you!"

I nodded to him and said, "Even if I'm begging for food, I'll leave you the best food in the bowl!"

After saying this, we both laughed!
Once I have the date and time, it seems to become brisk, and my heart can no longer be quiet after the fourth Spring Festival in prison.

I'm leaving here in three months, and I'm already subconsciously thinking about my plans after going out!I was thinking about how much the prison life isolated from the outside world has changed me in the past four years, and how much has the outside world changed?

I know this is a rapidly developing world, and every day is changing with each passing day, but I am still stuck in a few years ago, can this world accept me?Will Lao Bu feel anxious when I go out?Will it scare me too?