The villain of Quick Transmigration was washed white by accident

Chapter 80 The Little White Rabbit Is Not White——Xie Xiaoxiao (Little White Rabbit)

Originally, I didn't really want to write an autobiography, to dissect myself for others to see, and I didn't even want to think about love, resentment and hatred in my love life.

But the woman waiting for the dead fish eye in front of me insists that she is my mother, she can turn her hands into clouds and rain.

I'm an honest person, how could I believe it? If it's really my mother, I still worry that I won't get what I want?
However, the facts are slapped in the face, it's rare in my life to fall in love with someone, and it's still a woman, or a woman that the whole world can't remember, she died so early.

The woman who called herself my mother said: "If you write an autobiography, I will take you to find her."

I thought about her for a long time, so naturally I agreed.

Then she asked me again: "Do you want to see her again?"

I said: "I want to."

"Even if only you will remember everything, even if she will never remember you, even if you can only be a passer-by when you come and go, even if you can never tell your past in front of her, even if you are neither male nor female Qualitative, even if no one will remember you in the future, even if you are destined to be hurt by her again and again."

I said: "Okay."

What a fart, she finally agreed to me. As long as I write my autobiography, she not only mosaic my name, but also let me be someone next to that person, even if I am not that, and stare at her 24 hours a day. in four hours.

Because she patted her chest and assured her with righteous words that this is a decent male and female literature, and she doesn't engage in basics or lilies.

I reluctantly believed in her evil.

Of course, all of the above is the result of me talking to her about facts, making sense, hiring security guards, fostering new trends, and smashing chairs.

Someone once told me that if you want to get something, you have to fight for it yourself, and you can't wait.

Now that you agree, let's write.

But I don't know where to start writing, because my life is really boring, because when a person can easily get everything he wants through calculation, he will feel that everything in the world is meaningless.

I thought about it, and I was sure that I was a very scheming person, not the innocent and harmless little white rabbit that outsiders saw.

This thing is probably a racial talent, I know it's hateful to say that, but that's it, when I was not sensible, I had already mastered this skill.

Until I met her, if I have to say it, I am willing to show her the most harmless side of myself.

When I first met her, I had bad intentions. The first thing I followed was her brother. Well, I was young and ignorant. I only learned from other people that Song Nianci's family was rich.

And although I am young, I have already realized the horror of having no money. In this world, only idiots say that money is useless.

She came to find his brother and took me to wash my face. I blamed her a little, but I figured it out later.

She is a child from a rich family, with a deadpan expression but innocent and harmless. Most children from good families are so innocent.

She is also somewhat naive.

But I wouldn't say this in front of her, she is like an airy little princess, she wholeheartedly thinks that she is the best, what is scary in other people's eyes is cute in my eyes.

In fact, she is quite stupid, because she has never been able to see that what I have shown outside is a cover-up, and she is still devoted to me.

Speaking of it, I am also quite stupid. When I was young, I had many wishes, such as living a good life and being rich. Of course, the two can be classified as one, but I have never been able to figure it out. What exactly do you want.

But what I remember most clearly is that I really want to spend the rest of my life with Lian Yinian.

This is just a flash of thought, but it is also the thought that I remember the most.

It's a pity that I probably offended God because I was so half-hearted. What I wanted to achieve the most, I never achieved.

I like Lian Yi Nian, not the kind of friendship, but the love of love.

Of course I know that she has always been friendly to me. Sometimes, no matter how well she hides it, it can be seen just from her eyes.

At the beginning, probably because she was so cute, and his heart was helpless, so he put his heart on her, thinking that if he really didn't like her, he could take it back.

Sure enough, I was still too immature and naive at that time, thinking that I could take it away freely, but I didn't know that such a thing as heart, once delivered, it cannot be taken back.

Who told her to be so good to me, how good she is, I can see what she has paid for me and what she has lost.

It's a pity that there was nothing to repay in the end, and it was also a very helpless thing.

It's not that I don't want to report, but that I don't have a chance.

Later, she died in front of that person.

In fact, I don't understand how the two of them came to this point. I can see from Song Nianci's eyes that he likes her, and he loves her on the tip of his heart.

I still said that.

A person's eyes can never lie.

I think her death should have something to do with me.

Song Nianci asked me to play a play in front of her, a play that lasted a lifetime.

He said: "I don't need you to love me, because I don't love you either, we just need to get married."

I asked him: "She is so nice, why don't you."

He just said, "You don't understand."

Later, after he left, I thought about it for a long time, and I realized that I really didn't understand, probably only the two of them knew about the matter between them.

To be honest, some people lie to others all their lives, and some people lie to one person all their lives.

In fact, I am willing to lie to her for the rest of my life. I will be a good sister for the rest of my life. When I see her marry and have children, the children will smile and call me godmother. As for me, it doesn't matter what happens to me in this life.The person you have watched all your life, but ignored all your life.Some people you glance at, but miss you all your life.

I thought of the passage I showed her back then: Love is both sweet and painful, and love is knowing the pain but not being able to look away.Love is wanting to be with the one you love even if you have to endure torture.

But that night when I went abroad, Song Nianci revealed it in a vague way.

He said: "There are many things and many emotions in this world. In fact, they are not so invincible. When you reach that point, you will naturally make a choice."

I asked him if he had never regretted it.

He said: "Regret is definitely regrettable, but now I feel that I don't love her, and the relationship between me and her is too complicated, and I can't even understand it myself."

Even the person involved couldn't figure it out, so how could I, an outsider, understand it.

It was too late when I came back.

Fortunately, now there is such an opportunity.

In short, the autobiography that was agreed has changed, but it doesn’t matter, I have a new goal—to find her, watch her, and when the day is enough, I will find the woman who claims to be my mother and choose euthanasia.

Love is speechless.

I have no shame in thinking that my love for her is great love.

I never cared who she liked, otherwise I wouldn't have been quietly hiding behind her before.

I just want to look at her, even if she doesn't like me.

In the end, love has become a matter of one person.

I think I'm still selfish, that's why I don't want my parents for even one thought.

However, the little warmth in life is given by even a single thought. Apart from giving birth to me, my parents brought me only pain.

Maybe some moralists want to criticize again, but many things are like a fish drinking water, knowing whether it is warm or not, and maybe I have nothing to do with what others say.

The author has something to say: Comprehend all love and hatred as love and kill each other, anyway, regardless of you, I feel that my world is much better after being rotten.

(End of this chapter)