The villain of Quick Transmigration was washed white by accident

Chapter 22 Fan Wai. Zhu Jianshen——Broken Life

The spring breeze is still there, and the willows follow the embankment deliberately.Rubbing until the moth is yellow, when the weather is clear.

Last year Zimo Qingmen, tonight rain soul cloud soul.Destroy a lifetime of haggardness, only sell a few evenings.

——Zhao Lingxuan's "Qing Ping Le"

When I died, this sentence was repeated over and over in my mind.

It's ridiculous to say that when I was about to die, what I thought of was not the amazing and talented Ji family, but the woman who died many years ago - Wan Zhen'er.

Suddenly, caught off guard.

I thought I would never regret what I did in my life.

But thinking of her, I still regret it.

Mrs. Ji is very nice and caring. She can even help me to develop my country and go overseas, but so what.

Now I want to understand, people live this life, to put it bluntly, only lasts for a hundred years, when the time comes, it doesn't matter how old you are, how much money you have, good people and bad people, isn't it just the straw on the grave?
What's the point of those fame and fortune?

It's better to wait for someone you like, and then spend a lifetime together.

Looking at Empress Ji in front of me, I wanted to say something but couldn't say it over and over again.

It turns out that there are some things that cannot be said to irrelevant people. I don't want to say any kind of affectionate and earnest orders, because it doesn't matter anymore, and everything in the world has nothing to do with it.

If, there is an afterlife.

There was darkness in front of me.

When I opened my eyes, I didn't expect that I would wake up again. Looking at myself in the eyes of the woman in front of me, I realized that I might experience it again.

If she is there.

Doing it all over again is not necessarily impossible.

Zhenzhen.

I screamed, as if it was back then, when all the ugliness hadn't had time to open my eyes.

However something has changed.

I laughed, it doesn't matter.

Because of hesitation, I missed the beauty of many flowers blooming and falling. When I woke up, under the mottled sunset, there were still flowers left in the field.

I don't mind what her past is like, I only care that she will have my company in her future.

No matter what, she will only be mine.

However, when Du Zhenyan appeared in front of me and asked for a marriage, I couldn't help saying something, probably no matter what, I also cared about it in my heart.

I can't wait to be born ten years earlier, not to mention ten years, one year is fine, the king gave birth to me before I was born, and in those years without me, I don't know who is in her emotional world.

I killed someone and have no regrets.

She is my catastrophe, and I am willing to escape from the catastrophe, and I will never go to the catastrophe.

Facing her words, I can only express that I remember, it is undeniable that I am humble in front of her.

It is never unrestrained to love someone, and it is not love to take a step back for yourself.

She is a very good person, the more I get along with her, the more I feel this way.

A person's goodness can only be understood by those who end up on a blind date with him.

The world scolded her and ruined her.

It doesn't matter.

No matter what, no matter how much it costs, I will marry her. I won't let her suffer any more, won't let her be alone, won't let her be lonely.

I never need her to do anything for me, as long as she is good, it is better than anything else.

In fact, I am not considered a smart person, without the Ji family, the affairs in the court give me a headache, I don't understand, there is such a time to criticize each other, what to do is not good.

I don't understand, there are many things I don't understand.

Fortunately, although Zhen'er didn't understand these things, she never intervened. Compared with Ji's, Zhen'er was really sensible.

Zhen'er has always been brooding about how much I have grown up, but there are some things I never said.

I always feel that if a person can wait for you to grow up, why should you go? I don't mind how old you are when you grow up.

The queen mother once asked: "There are many women in the world who are more beautiful, sensible and well-behaved than her."

I replied, "I have a hernia, and she caresses it."

That's just what she said.

How good Zhen'er is, how can the world understand.

I know that there are many people in this world who are better than her, but so what, they are not her.

Speaking of which, she is not as good as there, but I just can't forget it.

But I know that if it were someone else, I would never do this for her.

No matter what the future holds, if you decide, you will stick to it.

It was I who insisted on keeping her by my side.

Because I love her.

From the beginning to the end, she was not the only woman who came and went by my side, but she was the only one in my heart.

So I don't think I'm lying.

And the so-called fairness is that when she locks me in a certain way, she must also be locked up by me in a certain way.

It is said that the gods and Buddhas have great mercy, and they spoke wonderfully about the boundless sea of ​​suffering, and they enlightened countless people.However, there are still stubborn foolish people who refuse to go ashore in the wind and waves of the bitter sea, preferring to drift and stumble under the ups and downs of fate. They are small and ignorant, stupid and ignorant.

I just want to grab her.

Not just possessing her physically, I want to hold her.

To attract attention, to grab the soul, to bite, to dig, to invade, to destroy.

Let the body only recognize one person, let the eyes only reflect my eyes.

The feeling of being alive has always been negligible.I don't think I'm alive.

When I saw her, I felt alive.

Therefore, besides making her my own, she will not be allowed to have any other choice.

Yes, to be born again, to see her parents again, the only meaning is to see her.

Time is rushing round and round, no matter how the sun sets and the moon rises, the vicissitudes of life change one after another.

I gradually came to power, and she was old.

I always feel apprehensive, how time goes so fast.

I looked at her white hair, and it turned out that she had already had beautiful hair.

I am afraid that time is too fast and I have not imprinted her in my heart, but I am also afraid that time is too slow, worrying about losing her day and night. If there is a next life, I hope to have the same life with her, and we will never be separated together.

However, time cannot control me, she left after all, and I always feel that I will not live long.

From time to time, I feel that she seems to be back, here and there, everywhere, I always feel that she is back.

If there is any regret in this life, it may be that I met her too late.

In July, I finally fell down.

The imperial doctor said: "This is excessive worry and worry. It is difficult to adjust the spleen. It is good to be warm and nourished. Stop thinking about it. It will be better in a year or two."

How not to think about it.

Not thinking about it, unforgettable.

Thousands of miles of graves, nowhere to be bleak.

Even if you don't know each other when you meet, your face is covered with dust and temples are like frost.

The state of mind matches that of the poet many years ago.

How nice it would be if I knew how to abandon you.

I once abandoned her and became a famous emperor for a lifetime, who will be famous through the ages.

But this time, I just want to be a foolish emperor, and let her do whatever she wants for the rest of her life.

It's a pity that it still hasn't been done.

Zhen'er, Zhen'er, if there is an afterlife, don't meet me, you owe her life, and ruin her virtuous name for the rest of her life.

Unfortunately, there is no chance to do it again.

Destroy a lifetime of haggardness, only sell a few evenings.

The author has something to say: I’m very disappointed, damn it, it’s written like this again, sad... I haven’t signed a contract or signed a contract, my chest hurts, my balls hurt, goodbye to the readers who were knocked down

(End of this chapter)