My Japanese story is a bit sweet

Chapter 63 Farewell to the Past

Sachiko Shiraishi packed up the tea set on the table, bent over and exited the door, leaving only the awkward young couple in the room.

Xia Xilin squinted slightly, staring at the starry sky of Fujiwara, with unknown emotions flickering in her beautiful pupils.

After being quiet for a long time, she said, "Braveness is a very beautiful quality, but being brave doesn't mean making trouble at will."

Fujiwara Xingkong shook his head: "Let's talk simpler, don't go around."

Xia Xilin glanced coldly: "What do you mean?"

"I mean I've had enough, enough of being a tool."

When Fujiwara Xingkong said this, his mood was extremely calm.

Whether it's being her tool person or the system's tool person, I feel bored.

"I don't treat you as a tool." Xia Xilin thought for a while, then raised his fingers at Fujiwara Xingkong and ordered: "Come closer."

Fujiwara Xingkong leaned his head over.

Xia Xilin stretched out her hand to grab his tie, and forcibly pulled him over. Fujiwara Xingkong was caught off guard and almost fell on her. Fortunately, she reacted quickly and put her hands on the tatami to stop her body.

Xia Xilin smiled and touched his face with her other hand while tugging on his tie.

"Look carefully, you look really good."

With that said, she kissed him.

Fujiwara Xingkong pushed her away directly and asked, "Is it fun?"

Xia Xilin glanced coldly, and said, "Do you think you can resist me?"

"I don't know." Fujiwara Xingkong said calmly: "But I want to try."

"Try it with your life?"

"Yes."

Fujiwara Hoshizora said frankly: "That day in the infirmary, when I slept on the same bed, I thought a lot."

Xia Xilin asked, "What do you think?"

"I don't really like you. I have always approached you under some pressure. Similarly, you don't like me either, you just use me as a tool to resist the family."

"Now, I don't want to be pushed forward by the pressure, it's very tiring. Similarly, I also hope that you can face your heart honestly."

Xia Xilin still didn't show much emotion, "You're always so self-righteous, and you haven't changed since the first day I met you."

"But you have changed a lot." Fujiwara Xingkong said with emotion: "Who would know that Miss Xia Xijia, who is extremely elegant on the surface, is a lonely patient with an extremely complicated personality in private."

"What right do you have to speak of me?"

"I really didn't, because I was the same as you before." Fujiwara Xingkong sighed, "But the difference between me and you is that there is still some kind of distant and beautiful yearning in my heart. I realized it, so I'm looking for a change."

Xia Xilin asked tremblingly, "What is your yearning?"

"I'm not sure, but if I describe it roughly, sometimes I imagine myself happily waiting for the doorbell or the familiar footsteps on the stairs when my loved ones come back, or I imagine that I am on the tram on the way home, and I see the waiting people from a distance. Loved ones on the platform."

"It's all the little things, but I really want to have that experience."

"With you, I don't think there is such a chance."

"So, let's break up." Fujiwara Xingkong stood up and bowed deeply: "From tomorrow on, I will no longer be a naked kid who grew up on an uninhabited island."

Xia Xilin had a lot to say, but she held back all of them, and finally just said "scroll" lightly.

Fujiwara Xingkong said "Thank you." Then he added "I'm sorry."

Then he turned around and left alone.

After exiting the gate, a black car stopped in front of him.

Fujiwara Xingkong spared the past and walked all the way back.

You have your nobility game.

I have my street corner travelogue.

Believe in your sincerity, child's play.

From ancient times to the present, illusory love has always been the eternal theme of human beings. Some people hold hands and look at tears, but they are speechless and choked with melancholy.If there is such a feeling for a long time, how can it be vigorous day and night.

The former is astounding, the latter is nonsense.

When passing by the Imperial Palace, Fujiwara Hoshikora wanted to go in and take a look around, but he didn't know that he had to make an appointment to enter, so he had no choice but to give up.

He continued to wander aimlessly.

Look at the sky, look at the clouds, look at the girl, look at the river.

When you are tired, lie down on the lawn of the river embankment and take a nap. When you are thirsty, buy a can of Pepsi from the vending machine. Before the cherry blossoms fall, you can see more of the large and small cherry blossoms raining on the streets of Tokyo.

This is what life should be like.

Holding a portion of Oden cooking all the way home, it was getting dark.

While still having energy, Fujiwara Xingkong cleaned up the entire building inside and out.

Clean up all the traces left by Ritsuko, and then add a tablet of [Fujiwara Ritsuko] to the spiritual cabinet.

All is dusty.

While lying on the bed, he opened the system task interface.

There is an option to give up at the bottom of the [Strategy of Xia Xilin] task.

[If you give up the main task, you will not be able to re-trigger the main task in the future, and except for the basic value, the rest of the information will be formatted. 】

[Please confirm whether to give up]

Fujiwara Xingkong didn't hesitate anymore, and chose to give up directly.

[Confirmed option]

[Formatting...]

A blue light flashed before his eyes, and he looked at the panel again.

Name: Fujiwara Starry Sky

Remaining points: 0
Spirit power (average): 40
Spiritual Power (Peak): 4000
Charm value 1: 8/10 (for people, the value fluctuates and cannot be increased by itself)
Charm value 2: N+1/10 (not against people, the value is fixed and cannot be increased by itself)
There was a blank space in the back, and all the fighting skills, talismans, and a series of passive skills were gone.

Three years of hard work were all in vain, but there was no regret.

During the two days without a mission time limit, Fujiwara Xingkong felt unprecedentedly relaxed, so he had the energy to think about the gains and losses of these days.

What I think about the most is to start to reflect on whether my life has been arranged by the system from the moment the main task is triggered.

Because he was reluctant to part with the points that he had worked so hard to earn, and because he was greedy for the considerable rewards of the main mission, he had become a tool of the system unconsciously.

Can be reborn again, is it just to be a tool for the system?

What's the point of living without freedom?

Fujiwara Hoshikong realized.

For the rest of your life, follow your heart.

Live or die.

Great or ordinary.

As long as you live seriously and freely, you will have no regrets.

……

In the early morning, Sendagaya Tunnel.

A tunnel that is only 61 meters long, it was opened in 1964. Many ghost stories and urban legends are still reported there, and it is firmly ranked first in the list of places with ghost stories in Tokyo.

It is said that the tunnel disturbed the peace of the ancestors, so when the vehicle passes through the tunnel, hand prints will appear on the window for no reason.And if you look up through a tunnel at night, you will see a bloody woman hanging upside down staring at you, or suddenly falling on the hood of your car.Some also said that as long as they go there to record at night, they will record some strange sounds that were not there before.

The above all kinds of supernatural rumors are called "the curse of Tokugawa".

Today, the tunnel is surrounded by a two-meter-high iron sheet within a radius of one kilometer. The reason for publicity is that the tunnel is in disrepair and needs maintenance.

(End of this chapter)