My Japanese story is a bit sweet

Chapter 39 Will you be my widow if I die?

4 month 18 day.

On Sunday, three days had passed since the explosion at Shin-Hamamatsu Station.

After Yukino Risa woke up, she found herself lying in a white ward.

It's a sealed ward.

The hospital bed was facing a pair of glass, through which one could see the situation of the opposite ward.

Looking more clearly, she noticed that Monk Kongwu was sitting by the plate, holding a book of 18+ comics in his hand.

The "bumpkin" Yukino Risa tried to speak, and then found that her throat was very hoarse and extremely painful.

"Miss Xue Ye." Monk Kong Wu was taken aback, and hurriedly stuffed the manga back into his pocket: "Buddha bless you, you finally woke up."

"Don't move, I'll get you a glass of water." He said something, and ran to the side cabinet to get a glass of water.

Taking advantage of this time, Yukino Risa tried to move her left arm. Although it was numb and weak, fortunately it was not necrotic.

Although this was something to be thankful for, the feeling of happiness only lasted for a moment because after that, her mind was full of Fujiwara Xingkong.

She couldn't help shedding tears, sobbing and asking, "Where's Kong Wu. Fujiwara?"

Kong Wu's hand holding the water glass trembled, then he came over and handed the water glass to her.

"Don't get excited, drink some water and listen to me slowly."

Yukino Risa took the cup and stared at him without moving.

In desperation, Monk Kong Wu could only try his best to speak lightly about the matter.

"It's April 4, and you've been in a coma for three days."

Yukino Risa was surprised, it felt like what happened that night was right in front of her eyes.

Unexpectedly, three days have passed.

"Where's Fujiwara?" she asked eagerly.

"Still in a coma." Kong Wu replied, and quickly explained: "Don't get excited, his life is not in danger."

After hearing this, Yukino Risa breathed a sigh of relief, and the whole person regained the feeling of being alive.

She asked, "An explosion as big as that at Shin-Hamamatsu Station, what reports are there outside?"

Kong Wu replied: "People from Section Nine came over to deal with the scene that night, and explained to the public that the reason was a natural gas explosion."

"Where are the others?"

"Ms. JK and the person wearing glasses are all fine. After the investigation by the Ninth Division, they were arranged to a nearby hospital. As for the security guard, there seems to be a problem, but the Nineth Division said it was confidential, so it is not convenient to disclose it."

"I see, you go out, I want to be quiet."

The empty monk could only turn around and walk out of the ward.

Yukino Risa slowly climbed up from the bed, came to the glass, and quietly looked at Fujiwara Hoshikora, who was lying motionless on the bed in the opposite ward.

Due to massive blood loss, she is now in a very bad condition, feeling dizzy and feeling like she might faint at any moment.

She could only support the glass with her still intact right hand, barely maintaining a standing posture.

"You are already tired of living. Why do you want to save me at all costs?"

"I'm not worth it"

Yukino Risa murmured choked up.

I've always wanted to kill you, Fujiwara Xingkong, you know that!
Outside the window, in the bustling city where people come and go, everyone is operating according to normal rules, and no one realizes the danger hidden behind the bustling.

Many of the public facts are just lies to hide the truth.

However, if people know how to care and care, nothing in this world can be concealed.

After a long time, the truth was buried and the lies became the truth.

Yukino Risa recalled the uneasiness and indifference of the crowd watching that night, and recalled Fujiwara Hoshiku's selflessness when saving lives.
An extremely mentally unstable young man, yet more normal than anyone else.

The reality is so ridiculous
For the next two days, Yukino Risa stayed by Fujiwara Xingkong's side.

During this period, JK Niang and Four Eyed Brother recovered to the level that they could be discharged from the hospital. Before leaving, they came to Fujiwara Xingkong's ward to express their gratitude to Yukino Risa in person.

After that, leave separately.

It doesn't matter what the truth of the matter is.They have already been given a very strict gag order by the Nine Divisions. After this separation, their respective lives probably will never have an intersection.

They didn't ask about Uncle Security's whereabouts, or that Uncle Security's life and death didn't matter to them at all, they were just passers-by in each other's lives.

As for whether he is a full-fledged criminal or an innocent passer-by, let him be.

Monk Kong Wu came to bid farewell to Risa Yukino on Tuesday morning, April 4th.

Although the sense of this bald head has improved a lot, his mouth is still reluctant.

On the contrary, Kongwu himself said very enthusiastically that after Fujiwara Xingkong recovered, the young couple must go to Kyoto to have fun, and he would do his best to be a landlord.

In the end, he said that he would go to Tokyo after a while.

He babbled on and on.

Yukino Risa was tired of hearing this, and told him to get out.

So he quickly got out.

The sky is high and the clouds are clear, the wind and the sun are beautiful.

What a peaceful April.

Yukino Risa lay down next to Fujiwara Starry Sky, her forehead resting on his prone head.

She wanted to reach out to touch his sleeping face, but found that her fingertips were shaking all the time.

Why. I'm used to this kind of thing.

Not to mention being seriously injured, I have experienced parting from life and death several times in the past.

Because of my own mistakes, because of my own irrationality, many things disappeared.

Therefore, I always have the awareness that such a day will come.

But why, am I like this, angry with myself.

"sorry."

"Since I met you, I've been lying a lot."

Yukino Risa restrained her trembling fingers rationally and gently stroked his face.

"Miss Risa"

A familiar voice rang out.

"Will you be my widow when I die?"

"If you are a widow, is it called a widow?"

Yukino Risa gritted her teeth, not to suppress trembling, she was really in a mess.

"You!" She wanted to speak, but her nose was severely blocked.

"This feels really terrible." Fujiwara Xingkong laughed and asked, "What's wrong with my hand?"

Yukino Risa sniffled, depressed: "Although it is connected temporarily, the future is not optimistic. The lower arm is too damaged and amputated..."

As she spoke, she choked up in a low voice: "If the bones can't heal, the only option is amputation. Moreover, even if the bones can heal, the nerves can't recover..."

"Sister will take care of me."

"Well, sister takes care of you."

"That's good." Fujiwara Xingkong laughed heartlessly.

Yukino Risa wiped away her tears: "You can still laugh."

He blinked: "If you can laugh at the worst and saddest things, you are naturally open-minded. If you can only laugh at fun and funny things, I have to ask a question , How can there be so many fun things in the world? I think some things cannot be avoided, and we have no other choice but to be happy."

After finishing speaking, Fujiwara Xingkong slowly turned his head and let his eyes wander.

White hospital gowns, white sheets.

The pungent disinfectant.

Outside the window.

The clear blue sky is really beautiful.

The cherry blossoms falling with the wind are also beautiful.

Broken arm, don't worry.

There are healing medicines in the system warehouse that can be exchanged.

"By the way." He asked aloud, "What time is it now?"

Yukino Risa looked at her watch and replied: "April 4, 20 p.m."

next second.

Fujiwara Hoshiku bounced off the hospital bed at an alarming speed: "What? I was in a coma for five days???"

Given the fact that one-third of his bones are broken, being able to complete this action is a medical miracle.

"Die, you, lie down obediently!" Yukino Risa commanded distressedly.

"No!" He shook his head, extremely resolute: "Go back to Tokyo, go back to Tokyo now!"

"But." Yukino Risa wanted to say something else.

It was just the determination in Fujiwara Xingkong's eyes that made it impossible for her to say anything against it.

Although she was in charge most of the time in their relationship, when he made up his mind about what to do, Yukino Risa could never influence his choice.

This feeling annoyed her very much, but at the same time, there was a trace of inexplicable peace of mind.

Like a child under the protection of its father.

It's a bit shameful to say it. I'm obviously 12 years older than him.

This damn sense of back.
But Yukino Risa is very sober, and she really needs this feeling of someone protecting her.

In her 28 years of life, she has never had such a clear understanding as she does now.

He is younger than me, and his body is still young.

It's just that I am deeply dependent on this small body.

(End of this chapter)