Chapter 180

"Well, what's the matter? Today I feel that you are a little heavy and lonely, what happened?" Ling Aoxue left his embrace and asked uneasily.


"Are you happy?" Cheng Yiran always wanted to ask her if she was happy?But he has been afraid to speak, he understands that as long as he speaks, it means that she is about to leave.


"I..." Ling Aoxue couldn't answer him, 'Happy'?Are you really happy?She couldn't give herself an answer, so how could she give him an answer.


But she didn't want to lie to him, and she didn't want to see him hurt. The last person she wanted to lie to was him, and the last person she didn't want to see hurt was him.


"You still love him, all I do is to make you happy, nothing else, don't force yourself to smile every day to pretend that you are happy, I want you to be yourself, a truly happy you, Do you know that when I see you like this every day, my heart feels unspeakable pain, your smile is so bitter, my heart is more sad than death..." Cheng Yiran said with a frown in pain, She wanted to say something but was interrupted by her sudden hug that was already in tears.


"I'm sorry, I didn't know I would hurt you so deeply, I didn't mean to hurt you, I'm sorry..." Ling Aoxue didn't know how to comfort the injured him, only Cyclonus burst into tears, and hugged him tightly to apologize.


She didn't expect to hurt him so deeply, she was very guilty and heartbroken.


In this year, without him, perhaps she would still be alive today.


"I'm sorry..." She didn't mean it, she really didn't mean to hurt him, the person she didn't want to hurt was him, she didn't want to, Ling Aoxue kept apologizing in tears.


Do you want to know how uncomfortable and heartbroken her apology and guilt made him?She always hurt him...


"Fool, you are not wrong, you don't need to apologize to me." Everything was voluntary.


"I……"


"Here you are." Cheng Yiran handed the things in his hand to Ling Aoxue.


"what is this?"


"Air tickets."


"..." Ling Aoxue hesitated in silence, taking a step back again and again.


Speechless, silent, she couldn't find any emotion to express her mood at the moment, she could only cry continuously, and she seemed to lose her way for a moment in her complicated and messy eyes, and looked at him with a flash of pain in her eyes.


"Go back and find him!" She was in pain, and he was in more pain than her. "I just want you to be happy. Your happiness is my greatest happiness. If returning to him can make you happy, I am willing to let you go. I don't want to keep you. If you are suffering, I will suffer even more. Go back." !"


"Well, don't, don't drive me away, don't..."


She was afraid, she was afraid to see such a fragile and injured him, and seeing his painful appearance, she would feel guilty all her life.


"Xiaoxue, don't do this. If you do this again, I will soften my heart. It was very difficult for me to make such a decision. I am afraid that I will be reluctant to let you go. Leave me before I regret it. Go quickly, okay? Cheng Yiran begged her to leave in pain.


"Don't...Of course, don't..." Ling Aoxue begged him not to drive her away sadly and tearfully, she couldn't bear to see him sad.


"Let's go! Please, let's go!" Cheng Yiran made up his mind in pain and pushed her away from him. He was not sure how long he could hold on, he was afraid that he would really be reluctant to let her go.


"Why do you treat me so well, please don't push me away, don't..." Ling Aoxue hugged him tightly sadly.


"Xiaoxue, please don't do this." Cheng Yiran cruelly pushed her away from his arms, and he was about to lose control.


Her heart ached, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."


"Don't tell me you're sorry, I want you to say thank you, let's go."


"Thank you, of course!" Ling Aoxue threw herself into his arms again for the last hug.


"I still like you to call me Big Brother Ran. I will express your trip back to you, and... I have something to return to you now." Cheng Yiran gently pulled her away from him, turned around and went into the house to get things .


Maybe calling him 'Brother Ran' will make him forget this painful memory!

"Return it to you. I've kept it for you for a year. It's time to return it to you." Cheng Yiran handed the briefcase to her.


With trembling hands, Ling Aoxue slowly took it apart to have a look.


She cried, cried completely...


"Thank you! Thank you..." Ling Aoxue didn't know what to say, she could only cry with gratitude.


"Go back to him, if you get hurt again, I won't care about you anymore, let's go!"


Cheng Yiran turned around, with his back to her, afraid of watching her disappear before his eyes, afraid that he would not be able to control her and lock her tightly in his arms.


The tears in his eyes kept swirling, and they were about to fall in the next second. He kept suppressing the tears in his eyes to prevent them from falling, but finally they did.


"Brother Ran..." Ling Aoxue hugged him tightly from behind reluctantly.


"Xiaoxue, don't do this." Cheng Yiran refused her hug.


"Don't push me away, let me hug you one more time, for the last time, let me feel your warmth for the last time, don't reject me, don't..." Ling Aoxue begged with tears.


Cheng Yiran closed his eyes, tears slowly fell down, quietly feeling her last breath.


In an instant, the air seemed to be infected by their sadness, and even the sky was stained with sadness, as if they were lamenting for them.


"Goodbye!" Ling Aoxue said sadly with tears in her eyes, but then she stumbled away.


Cheng Yiran was about to collapse and turned around to watch her stumbling figure gradually disappear into his eyes, but she would never see his two lines of bitter tears, and she would never see the pain in his eyes again, He didn't know if he could live without her.


Without her, would he still have tenderness?Is there laughter?Is there...


taipei airport

The airport is crowded with people, and the scene is quite crowded.


When she set foot on the country, she had an indescribable feeling. The long-lost Taipei made her a little excited, but it also made her feel an indescribable sadness.

(End of this chapter)

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