Chapter 175

At this moment, I only see the drunk cat who is self-defeating and depressed. This kind of him makes people feel very heartbroken and sad.


"I really... really love you, but... I no longer have the qualifications and courage to love you..." He was so drunk that he was lying on the desk, unconscious.


He has never been drunk like this before, he has always been very measured, and he would not drink like this, but because of her, he got himself drunk like mud.


Sister Ying really can't stand it anymore, she loves the young mistress so much, but always pretends to be cool, always with a cold face, as cold as a dead body, making people unable to get close, why bother?Love needs to be spoken out. Is it so difficult to speak out?


Sister Ying walked into the study distressedly to clean up the mess that had been horribly ruined by his young master.


He was brought up by Sister Ying since she was a child. Seeing him so self-destructive, she felt unspeakable heartache.


Sister Ying had never seen such a painful young master. He was so good that his whole body was injured, but Sister Ying saw it in her eyes but felt pain in her heart.


well!Ask what love is in the world, and teach life and death.


The deeper the love, the heavier the hurt, this sentence is not wrong at all.


Sister Ying struggled to put him on the bed, who smelled of alcohol, to rest.


"Why bother? Drinking so much alcohol hurts your body, and getting so drunk will only make you feel more uncomfortable." Sister Ying looked at him who was drunk and fainted, and shook her head helplessly.


So tired of loving, why bother?


Sister Ying gently covered him with a quilt, left quietly, closed the door gently, and had a good sleep!


It was a good Han family, but it turned out like this. Sister Ying felt ashamed facing the photos of the dead master and wife.


She was ashamed of the entrustment of the master and wife, she blamed herself, and stared guiltily at this once warm home, but now it is so deserted and silent.


His greatest hope in life is to be able to see the young master happy, but now that this has happened, Sister Ying blames herself for being useless.


These days, Han Junyi did not appear in front of her again, although he went to the hospital to see her every day, but every time he stood in an inconspicuous place far away and looked at her.


He was afraid, afraid of her resentful eyes, afraid of her cold and emotionless words, afraid that she would commit suicide again and leave him, so he would rather bear all the pain alone than see her hurt herself again, he was really scared ...


Every night, he hides alone in the study, gets drunk and kills himself, how heartbroken he is like this.


In fact, these days, she felt his smell, his gaze, and his presence, but she couldn't figure out why he was hiding?


"What's wrong? Is there something uncomfortable?" The sudden voice pulled her back from her thoughts.


"Okay, you're here!" Ling Aoxue smiled slightly, but didn't answer him.


These days, he is always by Zayi's side. With him, she feels at ease and warm. Without him, she would not recover so quickly.


"Is there something uncomfortable?" Cheng Yiran asked worriedly.


Although she looked very good, he was still very worried that something would happen to her. He was afraid that something would happen to her again. He couldn't bear such a fright.


"I'm fine, don't worry, I'm much better." Ling Aoxue felt very warm and heartwarming under his gentle and careful care.


"It's fine, I can't stand being scared, promise me, you won't do stupid things anymore, okay?"


"I'm sorry to make you worry, I..." Ling Aoxue burst into tears with guilt.


"Fool, why are you apologizing to me? Why do you cry so much? Is it true that my seriousness makes you want to cry so much?" Cheng Yiran stretched out his hand to wipe her tears with distress, he didn't want to see him cry The way she was crying, he just wanted to see her happy smiling face, her tears made his heart ache.


"Why are you always so nice to me? It's really not worth it."


"It's worth it. You are the only person I love in this life. I just want to be nice to you. You are the only girl I am worthy of. Even if you let me die, I am worth it..." Cheng Yiran wanted to say something but was caught by her hand Cover his lips to prevent him from continuing.


"I forbid you to say such unlucky words." Ling Aoxue didn't know how to repay his love, so she hugged him tightly.


She was afraid, what happened to the person she cared about, so he didn't want to hear him say unlucky words.


Cheng Yiran gently stroked her soft long hair, and the long-awaited hug finally made his wish come true. How much he wished that he could hug her like this every day.


They are happy, but someone somewhere is watching all this with pain and sorrow.


Lost...he completely lost...


He was very unwilling to lose, but so what?He has completely lost her, maybe he is her real happiness!

Han Junyi clenched his fists and left alone with pain.


This day will come after all, he has no extra strength to keep her, and he can't, he just feels so tired and hurt, seeing her so happy with him, he has indescribable pain.


Only when he appeared did she smile, but when she appeared, she glared at him full of resentment.This look made him feel chilled.


what to do?what do I do?Can I live without her?how do i live...


These days, he lived like a corpse, but in just a few days, his appearance was shockingly haggard.


Seeing him like this, Ling Aoxue couldn't help feeling heartbroken.


"What are you doing here?"


"I'll take you home." He had expected that she would respond with sneering words, but he still held her back with a glimmer of hope.


"Go home? Do I still have a home?" Ling Aoxue chuckled sarcastically.She seems to be mocking him as well as herself.


"Yes, and our home." Han Junyi still pretended to be hurt, and said flatly.


"Our home? I don't have a home. My home was destroyed by you a long time ago, and you still tell me about home, haha! You go! I won't go back with you, that's your home and it will never be mine." Ling Aoxue reject him sarcastically.

(End of this chapter)

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