Super Dimensional Fantasy World

Chapter 54 Bad news

"You are...you stand up first, the ground is very cold." He was about to stretch out his hand to pull Chang Yu.

Chang Yu laughed a little, then shook his hand and broke away from Liu Xueli.

"No need! I don't need it, I don't need other people's support, I can do whatever I want!" Then Chang Yu propped himself up on the ground and stood up unsteadily.

"Except... except to save Qing'er..." Chang Yu's voice was a little choked up.

"I... I gave her my whole heart, but she threw it away in disgust. She didn't care about the sincerity at all. What she cared about... was real gold! It was the damned reality!"

Snapped!
Chang Yu threw the wine bottle in his hand to the ground and shattered into pieces.

"I am fine."

"I'm fine..."

"fine……"

Chang Yu waved his hands, turned around and shook his body, and walked back slowly.

Liu Xueli didn't say a word, just looked deeply at Chang Yu's back until he disappeared into the darkness.

The next day, Chang Yu woke up with a severe headache.

An empty wine bottle was placed beside him, and more than half of the wine remaining in it spilled out, soaking Chang Yu's bed sheet.

"Last night, why, you were so drunk..." Chang Yu was a little annoyed looking at the wet sheet.

Now he only feels a severe headache, dry mouth, numb limbs, anyway, all kinds of discomfort all over his body.

Chang Yu coughed twice, dragged himself out of bed and found slippers to put on.

"It's really not worth it to be so sad for a woman." A wry smile appeared on the corner of Chang Yu's mouth.

He walked to the bathroom, looked at his haggard face in the mirror, and splashed a handful of cold water on his face.

This is a little more sober...

Beside the mirror, there is a framed photo. In the photo, he is hugging Zhao Qing'er, smiling happily. Although Zhao Qing'er is also laughing, but the more Chang Yu looks at it, the more Chang Yu realizes that her smile is so far-fetched...

After looking at it a few more times, Chang Yu put the photo upside down on the table.

He returned to the bedroom and wanted to change the dirty sheets, but when he walked to the table, he suddenly found that there was an extra note on the table, a very unexpected note... just placed like that. There, there was a very wrinkled piece of paper, but it was smoothed out.

Chang Yu picked up the note, with a few words crookedly written on it.

Have a desire for revenge!
Chang Yu turned it over, and there was also a line written on the back.

Here's an opportunity!
Then under this sentence, there is a phone number written.

"Chi..." Chang Yu looked at the wide open door and let out a sneer.

"Which little thief came in to play pranks on me? It's really boring." He rolled up the note and threw it into the trash can.

Going to the kitchen, I found two pieces of bread that were a bit hard, and then heated a glass of milk. Chang Yu sat on the bed and ate slowly.

He looked at the ceiling and remembered that yesterday evening, he had coughed up a table of blood stars. At that time, he was terrified and ignored his grief. He went to the largest hospital in the city and had a full set of examinations.

Sitting on a bench waiting for test results is a pain, second only to the pain of being abandoned.

But the trial came so suddenly and so plainly. When the doctor pronounced the four words of terminal lung cancer, it was as plain as reading a bottle of Coke...

Chang Yu closed his eyes. During the time last night, he was on the verge of collapse all the time. He wanted to vent, wanted to punch him when the doctor announced his death sentence flatly, and then loudly He yelled at him: "You are giving someone else a death sentence! Do you know that! Why don't you have any emotional fluctuations at all! This is the emotion that human beings should have!"

He hoped that he was hysterical and crazy at that time, but in the end, he just took the preliminary checklist and responded flatly: "Oh, thank you doctor."

After that, he went to buy wine. In his more than 20 years of life, he had never drunk such strong liquor. When he drank it, it was like fire, burning his heart of crazy desire.

Chang Yu took out the preliminary checklist from his pocket and threw it into the trash can. A more detailed checklist will come out today, so he still has to go to the hospital today.

ding ding ding...

The phone beside the pillow rang, Chang Yu glanced at the shining phone screen, ignored it, hung up the phone, and after more than ten seconds, it rang again.

Chang Yu put down the cup in his hand and picked up the phone.

"Chang Yu, what's the matter with you, why didn't you come to work today?" On the other end of the phone was Liu Xueli's concerned voice. Although he liked the child Chang Yu very much, in the early morning, a dignified chief called the little policeman like this. Greetings, it is true that the chief attaches great importance to his subordinates.

Chang Yu said: "Director, I'm sick, I'm going to get the checklist today, and I may have to ask you for leave."

"Ah, what kind of illness is it? Is it serious? It's all right. I'll take care of it with Director Hao. You can rest assured and report back to the police after you recover. You are indeed too tired during this time."

Chang Yu smiled at this end: "It's okay, it's just a minor illness, and it will be fine soon."

Liu Xueli also smiled over there: "That's good, we are all waiting for you, without you, this work is really difficult to carry out."

Chang Yu just laughed...

The two ended the call.

Chang Yu stood up, tidied up the sheets, took a shower, changed into new clothes, combed and left the house.

The Central Hospital is about 10 minutes away from Chang Yu's home. Chang Yu called a taxi. The driver was very enthusiastic and wanted to chat with Chang Yu many times, but Chang Yu always smiled and felt that it was not possible. After being amused, the driver also fell silent.

After entering the hospital, the doctor was still the same doctor, and there were a lot of people seeing the doctor. Chang Yu sat on the bench outside, watching the people coming in and out, all kinds of joys and sorrows were vividly displayed by them.

Finally, when everything in front of him was empty, Chang Yu came back to his senses, and the doctor inside was also watching him quietly.

"Doctor, I'm here to get the detailed examination report." Chang Yu handed the rough report yesterday to the doctor.

Although he threw the report into the trash can in a lump before, he picked it up, smoothed it out, put it in his pocket and brought it to the hospital.

The doctor nodded, rummaged in the drawer, found a checklist and handed it to Chang Yu.

Chang Yu stared blankly at the checklist in the doctor's hand, and then looked at the doctor with some expectation. For a moment, he wanted to see the doctor smile and say to him that last night was a mistake , you just have a common lung disease.

But the reality is...

The doctor pushed the checklist to Chang Yu's side: "During this time, pay attention to conditioning your body, keep exercising, and...do more things you like to do."

Chang Yu didn't move, just stared blankly...

For about 30 seconds, Chang Yu's eyeballs moved, and then his head also turned sideways.

"Doctor." Chang Yu said calmly.

The doctor was writing something on the paper with a pen in his hand. When he heard Chang Yu's voice, he also turned around. In fact, he had seen Chang Yu's situation a lot in the hospital. When a person was told the news of death Sometimes, people's ugliness will be presented in various ways.

"What's the problem? Tell me." The doctor's tone was also very calm.

"How long can I live?"

The doctor frowned, thought for a while, and said, "One month, a conservative estimate."

Hearing this, Chang Yu nodded: "Thank you doctor."

Then, he straightened up and walked out silently.

The doctor looked at his figure, just sighed, and then bent down to do his work again.

The place where he came to get the checklist belonged to the oncology department, and most of the patients around him were cancer patients, mostly elderly.

However, Chang Yu still saw a few young people who were about his size. Many of them were undergoing chemotherapy, their hair was shaved, they were emaciated due to long-term vomiting, and they were sitting in wheelchairs or being supported by others. Walking back and forth in the yard.

Chang Yu squeezed the checklist in his hand.

In the future, will I be like this... Quietly, enduring the pain of chemotherapy, just to survive for a few days...

unwilling...

That woman just abandoned me so unfeelingly...

I still have an unfulfilled dream of going to the grassland...

Chang Yu closed his eyes, gritted his teeth, and squeezed out big tears from the slits of his eyes. He held on to the railing, lowered his head, and the tears flowed down together with his nose. He was alone in this city.

When going back, Chang Yu didn't choose to take the car, but walked back along the street. Although the diagnosis sheet was full of medical terms he didn't know, at the end of these obscure terms, the four words "advanced lung cancer" He still knew what that dazzling scarlet letter meant.

Chang Yu also had his own thoughts when he came back from walking. Now that his life has been determined, when he gives up on himself, it is better to leave more time to take a good look at the world.

There is a grocery store with cigarettes and liquor on the street. Chang Yu hesitated a little, but then he was relieved. He still has concerns?
He took out his wallet, pulled out a few brand-new banknotes, bought several bottles of liquor of different degrees and two packs of cigarettes, put them in bags, and took them home.

When he was about to go home, he also bought some grilled chicken and goose cold dishes along the way.

When he got home and closed the door, Chang Yu tore the diagnosis sheet into pieces.

The doctor prescribed some medicine for him, and he took it out to look at it, but finally threw it in the corner.

He cleared the table, placed the dishes and wine on it, and then started eating and drinking happily.

However, as he ate and ate, tears fell again.

In the end, Chang Yu's tense emotions burst, he waved his hands, swept away the wine and food on the table, and burst into tears like a child.

After crying, he climbed onto the bed without taking off his clothes and fell asleep...

(End of this chapter)