Fallen grid shop

Chapter 60 Lonely Memories
Life is really boring.

Luo Luo thought so.

Lying in the garden of her own home, the sun was shining directly on her face.Little Luoluo let herself go without thinking about anything, staring blankly at the sky all afternoon.

It obviously has a pair of big and strong wings, but there is no way to fly freely.Obviously has S-level power, but there is no way to control it.Obviously has the right, but in addition to studying things I don't like all day long, it is being taught responsibility and mission.

Luoluo hates everything she owns, even her race and city.

"If I can, one day, I will leave this city, leave this yard, and live the life I want, freely, without anything binding me."

At that time, Luoluo was thinking like this, but it was just thinking like this.

"If possible, I hope that I can have a small house, not be bound by anything, and be able to hear enough sad and happy stories that I have never heard in this world, and see scenery that I have never seen in this world. In this way grow old."

The parents who used to be far away in Heyan City, the stern grandfather, and the busy brother rarely received warmth, which made Luoluo withdrawn and rebellious.Such a childhood is a lonely memory that she does not want to recall.She originally liked to be lively, but under the fear and alienation of her classmates and the harsh demands of her family, she gradually fell in love with loneliness.

She thought that such a cold and negative character could still live her whole life, but at this time, she met Cang Yue.

Maybe it's because I haven't lived such a barren and lonely life for a long time.Only then did Luoluo think of how unacceptable it would be for Cang Yue who was beside her to become a stranger because she showed her feelings.

Maybe everything in the world is like this.When you are alone, you are not afraid of the storm.Once you have a little something that is cherished as a treasure, you will appear fragile and timid.

"Without him, your life should be what it should be. You should learn to get used to it."

A voice in my heart kept reminding Luoluo.She looked at the side faces beside her and lowered her head.

"I know, you don't need to tell me."

It's an innate inferiority complex that comes with knowing that you like the other person.That sense of inferiority is especially evident when facing that person.

"That's it." Luoluo looked at the passing scenery outside the window, like a person swimming in the water.

This is her last struggle.If the confession would cause her to drown, she chose to stand in the safest place and look at the people around her, and only maintain a pure friendship.

No matter what, she didn't want to lose him again.After all, he is the source of all her courage now, and her most precious concern is everything to her.

"Won't you feel lonely and bored being locked in the yard every day?"

The little Cangyue looked at Luoluo beside her, and said seriously: "No, because there are roses and grape trellises left by my mother in this yard, and my father's full protection and love for me. This is what my mother said. "

"is it?"

Luoluo put a question mark in her heart.What does it feel like to be protected, missed, and loved?She didn't know, her brother always said that grandpa loved her, and her parents missed her.But why, she felt nothing but loneliness?

Endless training, endless scolding, and endless succession pressure almost made her breathless.Looking at the high wall, she just felt bored.

"If you can't fly over, don't even try to get out." These are the exact words of Grandpa.

Luoluo stepped on the small bench and jumped vigorously, countless times, with bruises all over her body, and finally crawled out of the yard.

At that time when it was too dark to touch the light, she sat under the wall of Cang Yue's house, sobbing softly.

Every elf said that she was spoiled by the elders and Luo Ling, lawless and willful.Only she knows that all her nonsense is just a kind of revenge, an endless revenge for such a depressing environment, an endless revenge for the indifference of all elves to her.

Even if it is grandpa saying that I have seen your hard work.

Even if it's her parents who still want to come back to see her because of her.

Even if it's brother who pats her head and says stop messing around, brother takes you out to play.

No family members gave her the feeling of being at home.There is no way to call that depressing house home.It is not a place for healing, it is the source of all stress and pain.

All the elves told her that she should be better than her brother, that she should look like an elf, be noble and elegant, but no one ever asked her if she would.

Luoluo hated that city and that indifferent race. She even hated the elf blood flowing in her body.Until the appearance of Cang Yue, it was like a ray of sunshine reaching to the bottom of her heart, illuminating the darkest and most vulnerable corner of her heart.

"If possible, I also want to be with you all the time, to see the beauty of the world, to live a free life, to open a small shop, and to listen to different people who are willing to tell their different stories."

Little Cang Yue's eyes were shining when she said these words, and he looked at Luo Luo with hot and gentle eyes.

The sound of the train approaching the station sounded, Luoluo rubbed her temples with a headache and closed her eyes.I don't know why, today I can't help but think of things I didn't want to think of before.Maybe it's because I'm going back to Tibet Spring City soon.She promised her grandfather and brother that when she found Xiao Bai, she would go back immediately.

When the car came to a complete stop, Cang Yue changed her gentle demeanor, and pulled Luo Luo forcefully, walking outside.

The sunlight in Muqiu City was a bit dazzling, Luoluo shook off Cang Yue's hand, without saying a word.

"Why, since you took this commission, you've been acting weird and avoiding me."

"It's nothing."

Cang Yue looked at Luo Luo angrily: "When this matter is over, I want to know what's on your mind."

Just as he was talking, Xu Xing walked over.Looking at Cang Yue who took a step back, with depression written all over her face, she asked Luo Luo in a low voice: "Did you two quarrel?"

"No." Luoluo and Cangyue said in unison, which made the girl laugh out loud, and she joked with Luoluo in an easy-going way, "I really envy you, your relationship is so good."

Is the relationship really good?Luoluo looked at Cang Yue beside her out of the corner of her eye, the face that usually smiled gently at her was expressionless now, only anger could be seen.

Maybe he didn't like what Xu Xing said.Lost in thought, followed Xu Xing for a few blocks, and suddenly Xu Xing beside him stopped in his tracks.

"What's wrong?" Luoluo asked Xu Xing who was beside him in a daze.

Following her gaze to the other side of the road, Luoluo saw a tall and handsome boy walking side by side with another girl. The two were talking and laughing, and the atmosphere was very harmonious.

"is it him?"

Xu Xing nodded. After a long time, seeing their backs walking away, Xu Xing's tears rolled down his face.

Cang Yue originally thought that Luoluo would give up in this situation, but she didn't expect that Luoluo would suddenly chase after those two people.She chased without hesitation, and Cang Yue hurriedly followed.

(End of this chapter)