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Chapter 201 Secret Love, Never Blooming. 2
After being promoted to junior high school, Bai Qi met a deskmate. Her deskmate was completely different from her. He was a sunny and positive boy. Although his grades were not top-notch, they were still excellent. Extremely well behaved kids.

Due to the early divorce of her parents, Bai Qi has caused some psychological damage to some extent. Although she has not developed autism or the like, but in the end, she speaks less and expresses less, and looks cold and cold all day long.

After sitting with such a familiar tablemate, life naturally changed.

It became lively and popular, Bai Qi also became friends with this tablemate, just normal classmates and friends, not puppy lovers.

Bai Qi was relatively close to her tablemate Feng Ye at that time, but because of their gender difference, it still attracted the attention of many classmates, and even caused public opinion behind them.

The students all felt that Bai Qi and Feng Ye were together. At that time, puppy love was a very bad behavior, which naturally attracted the teacher's attention.

In the two children, under the three guarantees, the teacher believed that they were just ordinary friends, not a so-called relationship between lovers. After that, the teacher also told the classmates in the class that the two children had such a relationship to learn from each other. Alright, let the students stop speculating.

Of course, these are not really what made Bai Qi feel emotional. Feng Ye fell in love with a girl and told his so-called good friend Bai Qi.

At that time, I told Bai Qi just to let Bai Qi help with advice on how to please girls, how to get two people together, what girls like, and so on.

But seeing no one of his friends, because of another girl asking her all kinds of questions so eagerly, and buying all kinds of gifts for that girl, Bai Qi felt a sense of suffocation in his heart. How did he know that he fell in love with Feng Ye? It was because Bai Qi watched a movie at that time, and the person in the movie correctly said what he liked.

Bai Qi brought himself into the relationship with Feng Ye, and felt that he fell in love with Feng Ye, but Feng Ye liked another girl. Bai Qi felt that he was in pain every day, but he still had to study hard , it is her responsibility to study hard, and it is also a direction to gain the attention of her parents.

Such mental and physical torture made the 12-year-old girl seriously ill, but Feng Ye, who was already 14 years old at the time, had already announced their relationship with that same 14-year-old girl, even though the teacher invited him many times Parents, those two people still haven't broken up.

Bai Qi feels that her liking is hopeless, like gradually forgetting this feeling, studying hard, getting good grades, so that her parents can pay attention to her, this is the most important thing, isn't it?
But since Feng Ye already has a girlfriend, Bai Qi doesn't intend to destroy the relationship between them, so naturally he has to gradually alienate the relationship between the two of them, otherwise what if his girlfriend becomes jealous?
Bai Qi consciously alienated Feng Ye, Feng Ye didn't know why at first, why his good friend suddenly stopped playing with him, and then his girlfriend told him that maybe Bai Qi also had someone he liked.

This is the end.

This relationship failed, a piece of unspoken feeling, a pure first love, just disappeared, plain but normal, like a withered flower, disappearing in an instant, but returning to dust and dirt.

After the end of junior high school, Bai Qi was born smart because of her good genes. When she entered high school, she learned all the things needed to be learned in high school and university in three years of high school, and she was still the best among them. She knew everything. University life is pretty dull.

Regardless of her good grades, good looks, and cold personality, she attracted a lot of people's attention. Love letters, chocolates, etc. came like a stream, but Bai Qi felt that she was not moved.

Falling in love in college is quite normal.

Later, Bai Qi also met a person, who I heard was a graduate of the Department of Computer Science. As for how he met, in the library of the school, Bai Qi was holding a lot of materials about his finance department, and one of them didn't pay attention. Kicked the man.

Have noticed him ever since.

But it was also just a secret love, Bai Qi once again reproduced the situation in junior high school, watching the person he likes fall in love with another girl, chasing the footsteps of another girl, and leaving the city.

Bai Qi's heart at that time was very cold, very cold, cold to the bone, maybe it was retribution, she didn't like people who liked her, so she hurt countless people's hearts, but the people she liked also didn't like her, maybe even Didn't know it broke her heart.

After finishing college, this life has been ordinary but not ordinary, but in terms of relationship, there are only two secret loves, but Bai Qi meets someone in the workplace that he thinks is a relatively good match for him. The two have a good relationship. Eating and watching movies are common things.

Bai Qi is the president of the company, and that person happens to be the vice president of the company. After all, the Bai family is considered a wealthy family in this city.

At that time, neither of the two people broke through that relationship, but later, some conflicts arose between Bai Qi and the man, just because of some trivial matters, just because the man felt that some things were only useless, while Bai Qi But Qi used it, and Bai Qi was naturally angry. Some people might think it was a trick, but in love, girls generally have this kind of small problem.

The man who prayed for comfort received nothing. Instead, the two had a big fight, drifted apart, and deleted all their contact information.

Bai Qi recalled the three secret loves in his life every day, and felt his heart hurt even more. As the days went by, he got depression, and he just disappeared.

Maybe this depression is not because of these three secret loves, but more family factors. If Bai Qi was a healthy and confident person in his family when he was young, maybe the secret love has become a pursuit. Love becomes an aboveboard together.

But no, all three crushes ended in failure.

A fresh life is just gone, who is to blame?
Bai Qi's father or mother?Or the male classmate in junior high school?He is still the guy from the department next door in high school, he is still the man who has never picked a bad guy, he is still himself...

You can never imagine the fragility of the human heart, nor can you touch the tenacity of the human heart.

Before Bai Qi died, he had been thinking, is secret love really a flower that will never bloom?
(End of this chapter)