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Chapter 166

At the beginning of Ren, he regretted why he had to save that Xue'er and thereby lose the person he loved most. No matter if the important person died, what would it matter?As long as Xiaoqi doesn't die, it will be fine.

Why, why should it be a cheapskate who died, that cheapskate died when he thought I fell in love with someone else, ha!

Seeing Gu Qi lying on the ground without making a sound anymore, Ren Zhichu couldn't bear the grief in his heart and passed out.

Even though the others were sad, they couldn't just watch Ren Zhichu lying on the cold ground and ignore him, so they kindly called 120.

When Ren Zhichu sobered up again, he still had to face it.

Facing the extremely sad Gu Qi's parents, Ren Zhichu didn't know what to do, and he didn't know how to explain, so he could only bear the anger of the two of them silently.

Facing a friend who is angry and loathes him, he doesn't know how to explain that he just forgot her because of amnesia and hurt her heart so much.

But it is indeed my fault. Even when I first returned to China, I felt familiar with this girl, but I couldn't avoid her. I obviously felt heartbroken when I saw her sad eyes, but I always avoided her.

These are all your own mistakes, aren't they?It's all my fault, it's all my fault, you just died, do you want to punish me with death?If this is the case, then you did it, I was punished, can you come back?
After Gu Qi Touqi passed, everyone discovered that Gu Qi's parents had forgotten her existence. Maybe they were too sad, maybe too desperate, and they never forgot, but this is also a good thing, isn't it?Not to mention that Gu Mu is now pregnant again.

Taozi Yuzi's mother once tried it out quietly, and found that in the memory of the two couples, Gu Qi was kidnapped when he was five years old, and he died. She only exists because she always remembers that girl.

My biological parents have forgotten her existence, Gu Qi and several friends don't know what to say, should I tell the two couples, did Gu Qi really exist?And he died in the prime of his youth.

It's definitely not right, but seeing Gu Qi's parents gradually forgetting her, several of her friends felt even more frightened. Will they forget that person too?Such an idea suddenly appeared in my heart.

Several people hated Ren Zhi even more deeply. They all blamed him. If he had not returned to the country, maybe this would not have happened. If he had not gone abroad, he would not have lost his memory and would not have forgotten... her.

But no if not?Everybody knows.

Standing in the cemetery, Ren Zhichu looked at the black-and-white photo on the cold stone tablet, and his heartbroken voice sounded in his ears, his heart is dead, maybe he will never love again.

At this time, the girl named Xueer also followed Ren Zhichu, and said weakly, "It's all my fault, don't be sad, if you are sad, this sister will not be happy in another world Bar."

"Go away, you shouldn't have come here, if it wasn't for you, if I hadn't been out, if I hadn't lost my memory, would I still be by her side? Or watch her laugh, watch her make trouble, watch her happy , watching her tease her friend, is it because he is still alive, not the pale scenes in memory?"

Although I know I shouldn't blame Xue'er, I still can't help but express my anger, as if venting the anger in my heart will make me feel better. However, even after saying these words, the pain in my heart has not diminished at all. No.

On the contrary, it became heavier. How can I blame others? I am useless after all. She likes warmth the most. Isn't it cold to stay here alone?

Ren Zhichu smiled with a pale face, recalling the details of the relationship between the two of them, and the first time he introduced Xueer to her after he returned to China, that desperate expression.

Recalling the way she was happily holding a bunch of her favorite snacks, standing at the door of her house, and ringing the doorbell.

Recalling her hurt expression pierced by her strange eyes.

Remembering her death face.

Ren Zhichu felt that he was going crazy. He was driven crazy by himself. It was all his fault. Why did she die?Why wasn't he the one who died?

How ridiculous, I set up all kinds of things by myself, cherish her, love her, miss her, wish her well, make her happy every day... Fiag, thinking about it now, it's just nonsense...

I haven't done anything by myself, can amnesia change a person?Will the feelings hidden in the soul be overthrown by amnesia so easily?In fact, I still blame myself for not loving enough.

If you love her, let alone amnesia, you are afraid that you are going crazy, and you are reluctant to hurt her, ha!
Ren Zhichu looked at the rising sun in the sky, tears kept flowing in his eyes, and he was still thinking about how wonderful the weather is today. She always likes this kind of weather, warm and bright. People are very comfortable.

She said: "This kind of weather is warm and very comfortable. In the small house I bought myself, I opened the floor-to-ceiling windows specially. Every day at noon, I covered my body with a thin blanket, and the sun shone on my body. When I fell asleep Very comfortable.

When we are together in the future, you can also enjoy the feeling of being so lazy. "

How did you answer it in the first place?

A good thing is a pampering.

Now, there is nothing. Without her, the thing in the seat on the left side of the chest would not seem to be beating. It seems that only when she smiles at herself can the thing beating.

City H is warm in winter and cool in summer, which is also the reason why she was willing to come to this city in the first place.

Thinking about it now, it seemed like she had never really seen this city.

I remember she said before that if you come back after you finish your studies abroad, we must walk all over this land with our own feet. Although this word seems not very good, I want to go with you... I want to be with you Through spring, summer, autumn and winter, to gray hair, to the bridge of Naihe, to the next life.

But at the beginning of Ren, it didn't belong to him, it belonged to his family, relatives, friends, and lover, but it didn't belong to...himself. Even if the person he cherished the most died, he still couldn't be with her.

There are also obligations and responsibilities that should be fulfilled, and these need to be completed by oneself.

Perhaps, living a painful life by herself is what she really wants.

It's really unfeeling, but who made me love you.

I seem to see you calling me.

You smiled very warmly, as if you were saying to me, "Ah Chu, I love you...I want to walk through spring, summer, autumn and winter with you."

　Don’t ask why, I suddenly exploded. I’ll save as much as I want. (*_)ノ<(##)>彡Let’s calm down with a roasted sweet potato.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)